' Your mom is going to be alright, shes just suffering from exhaustion, so she can go home  tomorrow ' the doctor ensured me

I heaved a sigh of relieve knowing my mom would be okay, but as her only son, i feel guilty for not looking after her well

' Omma, i'm sorry for being too dependent on you ' I lifted her rough hand, dry and pale.

' Myungsoo? Ommo, what happen ? You still have school tomorrow - '

'Shh, don't worry, i'm going to be ok. Just rest for now, I promise i won't skip school tomorrow ...'

' Are you sure ? Ok then ...  I'll rest ' she replied me weakly before she slept, leaving me worrying about my future

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' Myungsoo ? ' Jiyeon waved he hands in front of me

' Hmm ? '

' You look tired, are you ok ? '

' I'm - (yawns) - ok '

' If you say so ... by the way, did you finish editting the video ? ' she looked ecstatic

' ... ' I facepalmed myself, I totally forgot about the video

' You didnt do it ? The deadline is today ! ' she complained, which was a first for me

' I'm sorry, I promise it would be ready by afternoon' my eyes were getting drowsy from the lack of sleep i got yesterday

' This time, I'll help you out. If you can't do it alone, just say so, I can help. Stop putting all the burden on yourself ' she said to me before she left the class, everyones making me confused, i'm just tired from all this crap, too tired

In the computer lab ~

' Put that there and there, and the audio's in the file ' I gave her instructions

' Oh fudge ! I think i deleted one of the video '

' Theres still another copy in that file  -_- Nevermind, let me do it '

' Sorry ... '

' Its ok '

I tried to do my best with the limited time, almost making music with the keyboard. I could feel my hands were cramp from the clicking and typing.

' Here ' she passed me a can of coffee, ' I hope this will energize you up ' she smiled to me

' Thanks ' , I took a short break and drank that coffee, damn its bitter ! I'm wide awake alright, ' Woah, thats ... amazing '

' Finally woke up from your dreamland ? Than i did my part '

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' Oh my god! Can we still make it ? Theres only 2mins left ! ' both of us ran to her office

' I don't know '

' MRS LEE ! ' both of us unisoned

' Deh ? ' she looked blur

' Here, our (huff, swallow) project ! ' Jiyeon passed the copy of the cd to Mrs Lee

' Well, just in time. I was about to give you guys an 'F' , good, you may go now ' she looked at us weirdly, then walked off to her office room

' We did it Myungsoo-ah ! Thank goodness you were my partner, i swear i would get an 'F' by now if not for you ! ' she gave me a powerful pat-in-the-back and smiled at me really widely, and the first time i would bluntly blush in front of a girl

' So this calls for a celebration ! What do you think, in your house- '

' Not my house, its ...messy '

' Its ok, i can deal with that- '

' Actually, i'm sorry ... but, i dont think i can celebrate now. I'm busy ...'

' Myungsoo, just tell me the truth ... you don't like me coming to your house don't you ? ' she looked straight into my eyes

' No no no ! Of course not, i don't hate you, I ... erm ... '

' Its ok, i understand. See you soon next time ' she started to walk away

' Wait !!! Jiyeon-sshi !! '

' Hmm ? '

' My mom's in the hospital, really. So i need to take care of her. I'm sorry but i can't go out for the moment ' I finally spitted out the truth

' Your mom's in the hospital ? Why didn't you say so ! I'll call the others and we'll visit your mom - '

' No, i think its better if its just you there, my mom doesnt like attention .. '

' Ok, sure ... kaja ... '

Obviously i didnt want her to bring THEM along, i never wanted to. I'm not comfortable being with them. A part of me wonder if they are still the same as last  time. Thats enough about them, its time to forget about the past and move on, move on ...

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OMG SO SORRY SUBBIES! IM TOO BUSY WITH EXAMS THAT I CANT KEEP UP, SO I'M GOIN TO BE ON HIATUS FOR A WHILE.... SORRY T_T

Btw it was Sunggyu's BDAY YEST SO HAPPY #LeaderGyuDay  :)

Inspirits are glad that you arent in a rock band >< Or going solo !

The best leader that INFINITE could ever have !

Even your husband agrees ;)