Elooo READERS ! These few chaps  have been boring to me , I SHOULDNT TRY TOO HARD CUZ ITS MAKING IT WORSE ! Plz do comment, like maybe facts about T-ARA and INFINITE ... yeah ... anyone here knows Click Five ??? ... no ??? okay ... WHOSE YOUR BIAS IN INFINITE ! COMMENT ! this place feels really dead, and btw -shooberry GET WELL SOON !!! XD and i got another euphonium solo, concerts on my BIRTHDAY !  OMG !

AND ALSO... BOOK 1 is in Myungsoo's P.O.V :P

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When you like the person, will you confess ? Me ? Never, i have no confidence. And most especially ... i'm scared of being rejected, i rather bury my feelings, i have to. Which girl will accept me ? Their dream guys are those INFINITE guys ... i feel soo ... HARRY POTTER ... at least not like Dumbledore, whose actually gay. I WILL NOT BE GAY !

' Jiyeon-sshi, is it alright if we do the filming tomorrow ? ' I asked her, standing beside her desk

' Oh, yeah, meetcha at 12:30 pm ? '

' Kay, see you then ... ' wrong timing to talk, she's busy finishing the last minute homework ...

As you can see, i was always a coward. Since i was a kid, i was always bullied. Those big fatties would force me to do their homework, if i didnt do it properly, they would pour cold water on me, but once when i rebelled against them, they did a surgery on the dead cat on the road and told me i would end up like that if i continued to be rebellious ... of course i listened to them, i was a little kid then so my mind was, kiddy.

In middle school, when i defended my 'friend', they call me a dog, '_____ dog ' . I ignored all of those namecallings, but inside, i felt like S.H.I.T, thanks classmates for reminding be that i'm one of them. Now, in High School, i wasnt bullied,  but ignored. I felt like nothing, maybe worse than getting buliied. No one talks to me ... no one

' Myungsoo-shhi ! Wea-gurea ? Are you sad ? ' Jiyeon nudged me

' Ohk, nehh ... i just always look like this, i'm ok ' another one of those lies

' Okay... so tomorrow meet ya at the train station ? '

' Yeah '

' See ya ' she waved at me, being pulled by her friends

I need to learn how to talk ...

Next Day ...

I brought along my video camera, got it from the second hand shop :P I ain't rich okay, at least its usable ...

' ANNYEONG MYUNGSOO-SHII !!! ' Jiyeon waved at me, as if she was the only person on the streets

' Annyeong ' i smiled relunctantly, smiling isnt my specialty

' Aww, whats with this attitude, you need to be ENTHUSIASTIC ! Come on, HWAITING ! ' she held my hands, instructing me to do the hwaiting gesture

This is why i adore her, she has this aura sorrounding her, her positive character is what i hold treasurely to my soul.

' So what should we film ? '

' Let's just venture the neighbourhood, there might be inspiration somewhere '

The truth is, inside my head, i had an idea, but i'm just wasting time to be with her ...

' Myungsoo-shii !!! Do you hear that ? '

' What ? '

' Barking ? I think somethings wrong ... '

Jiyeon and me followed the sound, unsure what may come ...

' HELP ME ! ' an agonizing scream echoed

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