Chap. 1 - Secret Admirer

Face the Truth, I can never be with you

Firstly, THANK YOU to those who had subscribe to my story ^^ ! I havent even wrote the first chappie and theres already alot of subbies ( to me ) Btw, like the poster ?! XD I didnt do it, its my chingu ~~~ I will be changing the T-ara's and INFINITE's age ! Mian ><  And i didnt know that Myungyeon FF is really famous ... somehow i regretted writing such a good storyline cuz i might disappoint you guys, BUT STILL ! I will try my best ! HWAITING ^^ and i think my first chappie is short though :/ p.s : I will write my writer's notes in the beginning.

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Two totally different people, when they meet will they create the perfect formula or a perfect disaster ? Opposite personalities, will they attract like a magnet ? Or one more example, Yin and Yang, described as polar opposites, yet they need each other. A perfect disaster, like putting mint inside coca cola or maybe a vampire and a wolf like in the twilight saga ? 

 

Kim Myungsoo's P.O.V

Everyday, the same routine. Wake up, eat, get ready for school, go to school, in school, go home, eat, shower, sleep and the cyle repeats. I dont have a goal in life, cause i know i dont have a future. Seating at the back of the class, being a loyal student. But seating at the back has an advantage, i get to admire the girl I like from behind. Her name is Jiyeon, Park Jiyeon. Its might sound ridiculous, but i fell for her at  ' love at first sight ' . She's a total opposite from me, bright, cheerful and cute. Besides that, she's beautiful. Me? I'm just a dull male student, classmates just approach me for homework. In the end, i always end up alone. Jiyeon was the type of person who i wished to be, sorrounded by friends and over-whelming warmth.

 

' Listen up class !!! Especially you Jiyeon-sshi ' Mrs Lee averted her eyes to Jiyeon

' Deh seonseangnim ... ' she mumbled to herself, plopped her head on the table and left a blank look

' So, to increase your marks for the previous exam, we prepared a project for you guys ! ' Mrs Lee clapped proudly, while the whole class groaned upon the news

'  For this project, you guys have to do a research about ' The meaning of life ' and make a video, or present it through a power point slide, easy ? The marks will be 20% of the overall marks for your previous exam, and the deadline will be in 3 weeks time. Now for the exciting part ! I have decided who will be your partner for this project, so please listen carefully ... '

 

I wonder who, eventhough i really wanted to be partners with her, theres only 1/30 chance, watching her from far is good enough ...

' Park Jiyeon, your partner is Kim Myungsoo ' 

 

My partner is Jiyeon 

 

My partner is Jiyeon ?

 

MY PARTNER IS JIYEON !!! 

 

I could feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach, my stiff lips carved into a grin and my heart palpitating, I feel like squealing in delight, but people would think i'm crazy. I pinched my cheeks, ouch ... this really isn't a dream ! I'm in paradise !!! 

' Now, seat with your partners and discuss on the project ! I will be going off now, Sunggyu-shi please ensure the volume of noise is low '

' Neh seonsaengim ! '

 

Finally,  the teacher is gone. Jiyeon seems lost, should i wave to tell her that its me, wait shes approaching me !!! I combed my hair with my fingers, and adjusted my specs. My palms were sweaty since i felt excited to be working with her, i rubbed it against my thighs and concentrated on keeping calm.

' Are you Myungsoo ??? ' she tilted her head, and look at me innocently

I nodded my head, AHHH! My hearts going to explode 

' Really ! Nice to meet you ! I'm your partner for this project, so i hope we will get along fine ? ' she smiled brightly, and stretched out her hand 

I rubbed my palms exaggeratedly, making sure my palms arent wet, ' Me too ' i replied, and shook her hand as gently as i could, unfortunately she had to let go of my hand,  then sat on the empty seat beside me

' So ! Let me introduce myself in detail ! My name is Park Jiyeon, 19 and i have a big appetite and i know teakwondo, erm what else ~~~ ' 

She continued, i already know most of them, i'm your number one fanboy, how could i not know ! Like duhh ... her talking is like music, listening to it without really noticing the meaning of the words but more attentive to the voice, her voice ? Its like an angel 

' So thats all, how about you ? Oops, mian , you're thinking that i'm annoying right ? she hung her head low

' Ani, you're putting alot of effort in telling me about you, so i dont think its annoying ' i told her shyly

' Effort in talking ? You're the first person to tell me that ! Thanks ' she smiled at me, her eyes sparkled like the brightest star in the night sky, i think i can die peacefully after this

' I dont think we can discuss the project here, and my mom will complain about bringing friends ... can we discuss it at your home ? ' 

She wants to go to my house ?! Ommo, i will be honoured to ...  ' Sure, why not ' 

' So meet you later Myungsoo ! At the convenience store beside our school ' she waved at me

 

At the convenience store ~~~

 

She's not here yet, i guess, i'll wait for her ... 

15mins later ~~~

' Annyeong Myungsoo !!! Sorry, i had to buy snacks and drinks ... ' she showed me her plastic bag containing alot of snacks and drinks

' Kaja ! ' she beamed

While we were walking, she told me almost everything that happened, what happened yesterday, the day before, the day before before, she is really putting alot of effort, unlike her, i just nodded my head. Its not like i dont talk, i just find it awkward with someone i just 'knew' this morning. At least she's making the atmosphere better

' We're here ' i said, pressing the bell

' Ommo ' my mother gasp once she opens the door, ' My son has a girlfriend ' she whispered to me

' A-ani, she's just my partner for my project ' i said, but my face felt warm, i guess i was blushing

 She winked at me then said ' Ommo, i havent introduce myself, i'm Myungsoo's mother, Mrs Kim imnida '  

' Annyeong, Park Jiyeon imnida ! ' she bowed 90degree, smiling sweetly at my mom ... 

' Please do make yourself at home ' my mom welcomed her, thus we went in, but my mom blocked my way and then whispered ' So she's the one that you were talking, i mean fanboying about ? ' 

' Omma ! ... ' i rolled my eyes and went to where Jiyeon was

' Hey Myungsoo, i wanna see your bedroom !!! ' she begged me, how could i reject ... 

So i led her to my room, thank goodness my bedroom is not a mess

' Cool room ! Ommo, you collect cameras ? Isn't this limited edtion ? oh wait, you like Naruto too ?! ' she move/rush toward the shelves and took out one of my Naruto comic books and started reading it ... 

' Oh ya, let's discuss our project here since i'm lazy to go outside ' 

Both of us sat down and started discussing, while we were discussing, she munched on her chips and cookies ... and gulped down the pepsi

' I think the meaning of life, is to enjoy and live to our fullest ! ' she said, she had chocolate stuck on her teeth ( LOL ? ), she continued, ' How about you ? '

' To accomplish our goals ? Our dreams ? To be someone successful ? ' 

' Whats your dream ? '

' My dream ? Maybe a movie director, since i'm interested in filming etc .'

' You make films before ? I wanna see !!! ' she pleaded

' Really ? But its not really  good ... ' i scratched my neck

' I'll never know if you dont show me ' she crossed her arms and gave me a sly look

I stood up and approached the dusty cabinet, and slide open the door and took out the box containing CDs, and chose one of my best shortfilm ... and then played it through my laptop.

30mins later ~~~

I glanced at Jiyeon, hoping that it wasnt boring ...  

' Myungsoo, that was beautiful, you should go for your dream ! I bet you will become the best director in Korea, no, even in Hollywood ! ' she looked at me with her determined eyes

' Chincha ? ' I smiled widely, i couldnt help it, my talent in filming has finally been recognized by the person i admire

' CHINCHA CHINCHA !!! ' she scruched up her face

' Khamsahamida ' i replied shyly 

' Lets make a shortfilm about life ? I think we will get high scores with your awesome skills !!! ' 

' Set ! ' 

 

Being with her already is a miracle for me, with her words, i feel like i have enough energy to dance 18hrs in a day. But, its hopeless, me and her, its impossible. She just thinks of me like other guys. I'm not special in her eyes. I will never be. I'm just someone who deserves to be treated like a newspaper, once you read all the information about the news, you throw it away. I'm just a nobody. I'm a nobody.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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exoxokai
#1
I love this fic authornim!!! :D
Oyapple
#2
Chapter 8: Jiyeon is sure 'good' in making coffee..I'm complementing her okay..haha ;)
MrGoldfishEyes
#3
You should tag this as 'Myungyeon'
Lee__Haneul #4
Almost confesses his feelings to Jiyeon~! *---*
Who is the person who called MyungSoo??~ *^^*
I will wait the next chapter~ :DD <3
Lee__Haneul #5
Omo~ PLEASEEE UPDATE SOON I LOVED YOUR FIC! *^* <3
MYUNGYEON HWAITING!
n-eugdaes
#6
I love the storyline !
I feel so sad for Myungsoo :( but actually i'm a bit like him too so i understand his feeling haha ! But i'm not sad hihi
I hope you'll update soon !!! ;)
shaz_is_in
#7
DONGWOO'S HAIR IS BACK TO BROWN !!! AHH !!! spazz >><<
jjangqueen
#8
OOOHH ME LIKE. <br />
BUT WAIT. BUT WAIT!! CONCENTRATING ON THIS THAN UR FIRST ONE?!<br />
WAEEEE????? ㅠㅠ am I asking too much if u update both? -puppy eyes-<br />
XD update soon!
xuxu_kut3_99 #9
woa! Nice story . I really want to read more
BLOCKBSWAG
#10
this is awesome +ㅂ+ update soon! ^^