Not Again : Year 4
Far From PerfectI stared out of the window. The snow fell and I watched the white powder-like substance float gently towards the ground. The sky was grey and cloudy. The satin covers of my blanket wrapped around me, provided some warmth to my fragile, tiny form underneath. A tear slipped out of my eye. I didn't even bother to wipe it away.
I get what I deserve.
My hand rested on my stomach and I smiled a little.
Your going to be the prettiest, cutest, happiest and most beautiful baby in the world
I closed my eyes. Remembered Jimin and me. Remembered the fun. The laughter. The lust. The touch of his skin. His voice.
"Jina?" A deep, raspy voice came from the door
I heard it open and heard footsteps come closer. I wiped my tears off and turned around. It was Yoongi and Jeongguk.
I threw the covers off me and stood up. My shorts, pink with tiny bear and mint green tank top stood out compared to the white, messy sheets I was in a couple of seconds ago.
"Yeah?" I said plastering a false smile on my face
"Jimin's leaving"
"So?" My heart internally sank
"Nothing" Jeongguk said, startled at my cold reaction
He turned around and left. I crossed my arms and stared at Yoongi. I heard the distant sound of a car engine, and it gradually faded. My eyes moistened again and I sniffed to cover it up.
"Aw, come here" he pulled my wrist lightly and I placed my head on his white t-shirt. I let my guard down and felt the tears come down. He placed his hand on my head and played a bit with my hair. He pulled away and then placed his hand on my stomach
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