Prologue : Sleeping with monsters
The Broken Pieces of Our Hearts
Prologue
A life that's dream like.
A dream that's like real life.
I could never tell the difference between the two.
A monster that wander my dreams of the night.
A voice that whispers in my ear during the day.
A monster that I created because of my fears. He was my comfort, my love.... My only friend.
He saved me from that horrible life i lived but now he's my enemy.
I am no longer that scared little girl he once loved. The thought of who I was before left angers him. I want to be around others and reach my dreams but he only wants me for himself.
The time I realized I no longer needed his help he began to hurt me. He began to make me fear again.
That's when I realized I've been sleeping with a monster.
" My dear, what brings you to my sacred home? I thought you never wanted to see my face again." he mocked me as he looked in the mirror.
"Though, I don't know why exactly. I am y after all." he smirked sickly at me.
It was true the man I made up in my conscious was beautiful more than any man I've seen.
Though his personality resembles a serpent. He had dashing features: Sharp jaw line, beautiful red eyes, slightly tanned skin , muscular yet slim body , tall, and beautiful silver and black hair.
He was truly every girl's desire and wasn't afraid to show it either.
" I have a request -"
" Request- request.... Mm I never was the one to take up favors nor would I listen to you anymore." he chuckled.
" Just... Please listen to me this once." I pleaded. He sighed and looked at me with his deep red eyes.
" Why should I?" he crossed his arms as he sat down on his black leather couch.
" B-because .... You said you would always protect me. That you would do anything for me as long as I was okay." I said looking at him. My voice was soft from being so tired of crying.
" That have changed now." he said closing his eyes.
" What do you mean by that? Don't you love me? "
" Shouldn't I be asking you if you still love me? You're trying to get rid of me and I know it." his jaw clenched a little after he spoke.
" I did .... I do but..."
" But what?! You have a new life now so you want to leave me behind!? You said you love me. " he yelled with so much sadness in his voice.
I never wanted to leave him behind but he hurts me...
" You've became selfish and jealous! You made me into something I never wanted to be! I want friends, I want a normal family, I want to reach my dreams!...... I want to find love. You say you would protect me and make me happy but your hurting me. You always state my insecurities and make me feel worthless.... I can't take it anymore." my eyes stung from tears of anger and sadness.
" I only did that because ever since you move in with that women you never visit me. You forgot about me.... Y-you abandoned me. You said you would never do that to me unless it was time for me to let go! I-it's not time..... You're not safe yet. D-dont you see how much I care?" tears fell down his face as well.
My heart clenched as I remembered our childish promises we made.
" Just let me go. I want to be free from you." my voice broke.
" Never." he says still with his eyes closed
" Just please let me live my life without you doing things to ruin it. You don't have to leave but just leave me alone."
" Stop making me into a monster! All I ever did wrong was to love you! If you didn't want me in the first place why did you call me!? You never loved me ! You never did." his voice soften into a whimper. Why was this so hard? Why are we doing this?
" Dongwook-ah, I-" suddenly I was pushed to the wall harshly. I winced as the wind was nearly knocked out of me.
" I love you so much. No one else will ever love you like me. If they do...... I will officially let go but as of now..." he looked deeply at me as he towered me.
" You're mines...." he kissed me roughly. My body starts to get weak under his touch.
" Dongwook-ah. . please" he sighed pulling me into his arms. He was cold yet very warm. It always confused me.
" Fine. I will let you be but if I say a few things every now and then,sorry." he said in defeat
" Thank you." I said as my body began to become limp and my eyes began to get heavy. I was about to leave this dream.
" Just know .... You will need me and when you do I will come back no matter what. You are mines...."
I left his world to return to mines. Waking up in my room.
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