This chapter is gonna be so dumb omg

I can feel it in my old bones.

they're not together in this text, same in the previous chapter. maybe I should start noting this in each chapter.

Seunghyun: Jiyong, I wanna ask you something

Seunghyun: not that I want to

Seunghyun: I need to, well not really

Seunghyun: not that I need to

Seunghyun: just ask, without wanting or needing or having to

Jiyong: wtf? what is it?

Seunghyun: you don't have to answer it if you don't want to

Seunghyun: It's not important or anything, ok?

Seunghyun: I just wondered, but not hard

Seungnyun: just a passing thought, so I'm asking okay?

Jiyong: omg

Jiyong: we're back in middle school!

Seunghyun: do you have to be a little about everything?

Jiyong: whoa, you're writing so much

Jiyong: you're trying so hard kkk

Seunghyun: do you want me to cry?

Jiyong: ok ok I'm sorry

Jiyong: I'll be good. What can I do for you, hyung-nim?

Seunghyun: so it's kinda weird, so if you don't wanna answer, I'll totally understand

Jiyong: ! 

Jiyong: I have things to do! you know if if you were anyone else, I wouldn't even bother answering

Seungnhyun: that exclamation mark suspiciously looks like you giving me a finger

Jiyong: hyung, please. Either let me go to sleep or just ask now

Seunghyun: you were gonna sleep?

Jiyong: Yeah, and I still plan to

Seunghyun: Ah, ok

Seunghyun: so maybe I'll just ask later

Jiyong: but now I'm curious

Jiyong: tell now or I won't answer later

Seunghyun: don't be mean

Jiyong: and I know you don't have anyone else to ask

Seunghyun: hey, I know plenty of people

Jiyong: and how many of them keep up with your weird ? how many of them keep your weird secrets?

Seunghyun: you spread my secrets around all the time

Seunghyun: now that I think about it, you're unreliable

Jiyong: I never tell the big things

Seunghyun: you shouldn't tell even the smallest things

Jiyong: who told you to trust me and tell me secrets?

Seunghyun: you! you er

Jiyong: Oh, yeah

Jiyong: hehe

Seunghyun: just go to sleep

Seunghyun: maybe I'll ask Soohyuk

Jiyong: he's dumb. he won't know

Jiyong: tell me. Is it dirty stuff?

Jiyong: it is, isn't it? it's dirty stuff

Jiyong: who told you what now? don't believe in anything the guys say, they pull bull all the time

Seunghyun: you're so cute when you're jealous

Jiyong: I'm not jealous! why would I be jealous?

Seunghyun: that is exactly what the jealous person says in movies wow

Jiyong: your question. say it or leave it

Seunghyun: ok ok

Seunghyun: u won't laugh at me?

Jiyong: I won't, at least not to your face

Seunghyun: that is reassuring

Jiyong: I don't know how dumb your question will be!

Seunghyun: fine, I'll give you that

Seunghyun: so you know how guys can be tender?

Jiyong: sure?

Seunghyun: they can be sensitive 

Jiyong: yes?

Jiyong: I mean, they're humans. we fell stuff too, man

Seunghyun: yes, but that's not what I meant

Jiyong: physically? like ticklish and stuff?

Jiyong: has got nothing to do with gender

Seunghyun: yeah yeah I know

Seunghyun: but guys have a spot

Jiyong: oh

Seunghyun: yeah

Jiyong: yes, I do

Jiyong: I mean they do. we do. men do. 

Jiyong: what about the spot? 

Seunghyun: is it the same with all the guys?

Jiyong: like how? pleasure wise?

Seunghyun: that too! answer me this first

Jiyong: well, they should feel it

Jiyong: if it gets...cared

Seunghyun: yeah that getting cared thing

Seunghyun: how hard is it?

Jiyong: what?

Seunghyun: is it easy to find?

Seunghyun: here is what I wondered: are they all in the same spot?

Jiyong: ah, that is actually a legit thing to wonder

Seunghyun: u don't know?

Jiyong: I do know, but not because of experience or anything

Jiyong: from what I understand, they can be in different places

Jiyong: but not crazy different places

Jiyong: different apartments, but same neighborhood?

Seunghyun: I see.

Jiyong: yes

Seunghyun: thanks, bro

Jiyong: r u ting me?

Seunghyun: kkk 

Jiyong: you're welcome...bro

Seunghyun: sleep well! 

Jiyong: yeah, thanks

Goodnight ^^/

Update on me. Two

I think I'm starting to adult pretty well these days. I do cleaning every day. Making sure the kitchen is clean before I go to bed is important.

Waking up to a crispy clean kitchen is amazing. Before it was once in a while thing - to have the whole kitchen crystal clean. Now it's an everyday thing for me.

I also wipe my desk every morning. Clean desk makes me feel like I've got my s together lol. Also all the floor is cleaned 5 times a week, they don't really need to be cleaned during the weekend.