His hands grasped the hollow space between us with defeat. He could have just grabbed me but he showed me his respect for my decision not to be trapped in his embrace. His gritted teeth under his trembling lips were as tight as his emotions right now. My heart’s pounding sound is the only thing that I can hear from the emptiness of my dark lit room as I stood at my door entrance paralyzed by this sudden confrontation. Dongwan turned his head away from me as he wiped his tears with the back of his hand. Like a kid, he tried to pretend that he is not crying but his sob betrayed him as soon as he faced me once again.