*Italics means flashback*

“Chanwoo, do you think i’ll ever get to know how love feels like?” Yunhyeong asked suddenly. “What kind of question is that?” Chanwoo asked back. “I am blind” Yunhyeong stated. Chanwoo furrowed his eyebrows. “So? You don’t need to see in order to fall in love” Chanwoo stated. “But isn’t the first thing people notice when they fall in love is their appearance?”

“True, but what makes people stay is their personality” Chanwoo said adding Yunhyeong’s statement. “Then how could I ever feel what love is when I can’t experience the first step? This is just as impossible as the time you tried to explain color to me, Chanwoo.” Chanwoo patted Yunhyeong’s back to calm him down. “Hey, you love your mom, right?” Chanwoo asked. “Well, of course I do but I’m talking about a different kind of love here, Chanwoo.” Yunhyeong protested. “Shhh, here me out. It may be difficult for you to find what love is because of the disability you have. But hyung, I believe when you finally find one, it will be unconditional just like how you love your mother. You wouldn’t care how they would look. You just love them for who they are, and for me it’s way more beautiful than the ‘love’ that most people claim to have. Trust me, it will be worth the wait” Chanwoo smiled as he explained.

“Wow when did you turn into a love expert?” Yunhyeong said teasing him. “Okay I’ll never try to cheer you up ever again” Chanwoo said sticking out his tongue. Yunhyeong laughed for a moment but Chanwoo saw how his laughter slowly turned into a frown. “Hey, don’t you want to know how it feels like to fall in love?” Chanwoo offered. “Wow, have you experienced it? I can’t believe this, and you’re 3 years younger than me too” Yunhyeong said in disbelieve. “Well, no. I read books and movies about love too you know.” Chanwoo said causing Yunhyeong to laugh.

“Okay then, what is it?” Yunhyeong asked. “Okay first, you can’t stop thinking about that person even when you tried” Yunhyeong hummed listening to the younger. “Then your heart skips a beat whenever you’re with them,” Chanwoo stopped a while before he continued. “And lastly, i think this is the actual sign that you’re actually in love. It’s when you’re willing to do everything for that one person, even when its you that has to sacrifice in order for the person’s happiness.” Yunhyeong frowned once hearing the younger’s words.

“What’s wrong hyung? Is it something I said?” Chanwoo asked worried at the hyung in front of him. “I-It’s nothing. Hey, my mom said she made us dinner, you should join us” Yunhyeong said changing the topic. It did work, fortunately as Chanwoo nods and asks what his mom is cooking. Yunhyeong answered without the feeling of uncertainty leaving him after what Chanwoo had told him, because he had already experience every sign Chanwoo explained.

“I have been dishonest with you lately, Chanu-yah” Yunhyeong stated. “What are you talking about?” Chanwoo asked worriedly. The worry in his voice makes Yunhyeong panick a bit, but he needs to tell the younger, he deserves to know. “Chanwoo, I already got accepted to this college..” Yunhyeong blurted out. “Hyung! Why didn’t you tell me?!! I’m so happy for you~” Chanwoo chanted happily. “Twenty days.” Yunhyeong blurted out causing Chanwoo to scratch his head in confusion. “What?”

“Only twenty days, until.. I leave you and everything for good.” Yunhyeong explained. “Why are you saying that as if you’re going away or somet