Anxious lovers

Stand by me

« So hyung what did he say ? We can ? »

 

« I’m still waiting for an answer. Why are you in such a hurry by the way ? »

 

« No reason… »

 

« Jinyoung, I know you well enough to know when you’re lying. »

 

« I’m just a little anxious that’s it. I want to have a day free so I can enjoy myself. »

 

Jaebum nodded, not totally satisfied by his answer.

 

He was always quick to see if something was out of ordinary. And it was. Jinyoung decided to delibaretely lie about it.

 

A phone rang. It was Jaebum’s.

 

Finally an answer, Jinyoung thought. He stared at Jaebum until he could get an answer.

 

At that moment, Jaebum wanted for Jinyoung’s unbearable stare to stop more than anything in the world. He quickly read his text and said, « Yes, you can. It was postponed. ».

 

Jinyoung was over the moon, he grinned and let out a relieved sigh.

 

« Thank you so much hyung. »

 

« Umm sure. You’re still not going to tell me the real reason, aren’t you ? »

 

Jinyoung gave him a mischievous smile and answered, « Sorry hyung. I really can’t for now. »

 

As always, Jaebum was understanding. He just nodded and waved at his dongsaeng as he gave up.

 

« Sure, sure, rest well if that’s what you wanted. Be careful. »

Jinyoung was already at the door, too thrilled to listen to his leader. At the same moment, Youngae came in. He mimicked Jinyoung and came to sit next to Jaebum jumping in the room, all excited for no particular reason.

 

Jaebum laughed.

 

« Have you seen him ? What’s with him anyway ? »

 

« Don’t know either. He won’t tell. »

 

« Umm, interesting. » Youngjae said, raising his eyebrows.

 

Jaebum laughed again as he hid his face in his hands.

 

« Don’t want to know anyway. By the way, manager hyung just sent me a text. We are free tomorrow.»

 

« Seriously ? Yeah ! It’s good man. » Youngjae yelled. Well, to him, it may seem like he was simply talking but Jaebum’s ears definitely did not think the same.

 

He then hugged Jaebum. The latter didn’t move and grinned instead.

 

« Do you plan to do anything in particular ? »

 

« Sleep, eat and play. » Youngjae answered heartily.

 

Jaebum seemed to love his answer as he slightly blushed.

 

« Okay. Tell me what you want to eat, it’s on me. Why don’t we try a new PC room ? I heard they recently opened one in the neighbourhood. »

 

« Wow my hyung is so nice. I’m so lucky. Yes, yes, man. Let’s go. »

 

He jumped to Jaebum’s neck, all excited.

 

Jaebum then patted his soft hair, still grinning.

 

I’m the lucky one, to have such a cute dongsaeng, he thought to himself.

 

« By the way, I think Mark hyung is going out too tomorrow, he kept changing clothes since this morning. What’s going on ? »

 

« He didn’t say anything to me. Don’t know. » Jaebum answered as he shrugged.

 

« I miss my old roommate. Would you mind sleeping here tonight ? Jackson isn’t here. » Jaebum continued.

 

« I would love that, you’ll always be my favorite roommate, you know that. » Youngjae giggled.

 

Jaebum’s heart fluttered at such a view.

 

« How romantic have you become my little Youngjae. Look who’s all grown up now. » Jaebum patted once again his hair. 

 

Mark kept changing his clothes over and over. Something felt strange no matter what he put on. He got flustered and sat down. Should I buy something new, he thought ? He didn’t want to get out. Maybe he should borrow something from Bambam. But Jinyoung always make fun of Bambam’s clothes and point out how fancy there are. He should maybe go look through his dirty laundry and wash them right away.

 

He stood up and went to the bathroom in which he found Jinyoung.

 

The latter was already looking through the dirty clothes.

 

Mark let out a laugh as he watched Jinyoung.

 

« Don’t tell me you came to look for things to wear too ? »

 

Jinyoung seemed surprised as he didn’t hear his hyung coming in. He put his hand on his heart as he took a deep breath.

 

He then laughed after realizing what was happening in the bathroom.

 

« I haven’t found anything to wear, it’s stressing me out so bad. What about you ? » Jinyoung said.

 

« Same. Maybe we should not think too much about this and wear whatever we want. You know clothes aren’t that important, people are. I’m glad enough I’ll be with you. »

 

Jinyoung smiled at Mark’s answer. He felt relieved.

 

« You are right. But you didn’t tell me where we were going so it’s even more misleading. »

 

Mark smiled and then winked at Jinyoung.

 

« Ah what are you doing hyung ? Don’t do that. »  Jinyoung protested, blushing.

 

Mark laughed and said, « It’s a secret. Remember the place isn’t that important too. You promised to grant any wish of mine, it’s on you. We could just have told them you were in my bed, it would have been solved, you know. »

 

« Stop talking about it Mark hyung. I told you I don’t want to talk about that again. »

 

Mark came closer to Jinyoung as he closed the door with his right foot.

 

« Why ? » He whispered. He kept getting closer to him but the other one kept going backwards. To the point Jinyoung had to lean back on the sink. Mark put his hands on either side, circling Jinyoung’s hips.

 

« Are you sure there isn’t a reason for you to hide such a fact ? »  He continued.

 

He stared at Jinyoung. First, he looked at his eyebrows, then his eyes, his nose and to finish with his lips. He went back to the eyes and locked his gaze with Jinyoung. The younger one had his eyes widely opened. He seemed embarrassed but tempted at the same time. He kept looking at Mark but he couldn’t say a word. Mark’s stare felt like a laser on his skin, he was slowly burning under his gaze. Mark’s eyes were so beautiful he thought as he was incapable to change his gaze.

 

Mark leaned closer but a knock could be heard on the door.

 

Jinyoung tried to push away Mark but Mark resisted and didn’t move an inch.

 

« Someone here ? I have to take a shower. »

 

« Yeah in here. Almost finished. Come back later. » Mark answered to Yugyeom.

 

« So ? » Mark whispered.

 

Jinyoung swallowed with difficulty and tried to phrase his feelings as best as he could, « I don’t know. I don’t want the members to ask me about it ? »

 

« It’s nothing bad so why ? Are you afraid Jackson will be jealous ? »

 

« No come on it has nothing to do with him. I don’t know I told you. Let go of me please. »

 

Jinyoung thought his heart was going to burst out any second soon.

 

Mark in the other hand was enjoying this moment too much to simply let go of him.

 

« I don’t want to. I want you to myself, all of you. »

 

Jinyoung looked away, incapable to look in his eyes after such words.

 

« You will hyung tomorrow, I promise. So please let go now, will you ? » He looked up at Mark, their faces were so close he could smell his perfume. He felt paralyzed in his arms. He had to go out quick and get some air.

Mark smiled and went out of the bathroom.

Jinyoung let out a relieved smile as he squatted on the floor. I almost fainted, he thought. He touched his face, it was hot. He looked at the mirror and got a shock looking at his red cheeks. He definitely made a fool out of himself. How can he face him again now.

Yugyeom came in.

 

« No hyung, it’s my turn. You’re not going to steal my spot today, okay ? Go out, quickly. »

Yugyeom pushed his hyung out with strength but his hyung was too embarrassed to even answer him.

 

The next morning

 

« Get in. »

 

« But where are we going ? You can tell me now. »

 

« No. » Mark answered in a high pitch to annoy his dongsaeng.

 

« Annyeonghaseyo. »

 

« Annyeonghaseyo, tell me, where do you want to go ? »

 

Mark handed the taxi driver a note with a smirk, and said, « Here but can you not tell him where we are heading to please, it’s a surprise. »

 

« Of course. » He nodded and with no needed explanation, he engaged out off the alley and started driving in silence.

 

« Ah seriously, the discrimination is intense. Hyung you know I’m not the kind just to follow people around without knowing where we are heading to, so why are you playing with my nerves ? »

 

« Because I like it. Stop complaining, it’s a game remember. You must keep your promise and be more relaxed. »

 

Jinyoung was out of words. It was often the case with Mark, he couldn’t get angry and scold his hyung so he ended pouting silencely everytime they had an argument. Sometimes Mark would let him complain without even giving an answer which of course frustrated Jinyoung even more. So he knew too well he had to give up as he will certainly get no response whatsoever.

 

A silence set between them, it was calm and peaceful. It was early in the morning so they were both snuggled in their clothes, feeling a little chilly.

 

After torturing themself about what to wear, they were dressed as their usual selves. Mark was wearing black large clothes, gray sneakers and a green bomber and Jinyoung a pair of regular jeans, black shoes, a warm sweater and a sherpa trucker jacket. He also had a blue scarf around his neck, as he must protect his throat and knew too well he looked good in that colour. And for that exact reason blue has become his favourite colour.

 

They both cared little about appearances in general but somehow grew an interest for fashion. So like anybody they would like to receive compliments from time to time about their fashion sense. The fact they were now idols was also not negligible.

 

A little shy, Jinyoung wanted to know what was Mark thinking about his outfit. He crossed his legs, cleared his throat and said : « So what do you think about my outfit ? Is it a good choice ? » 

 

« Just right. » Mark immediately answered with a hand sign.

Jinyoung giggled.

 

« Hyung, what’s gotten into you ? You are even more funny and carefree these days. »

 

Mark grinned.

 

« It suits you, it really does. You know too well that blue makes your eyes beautiful, don’t you ? »

 

Jinyoung was somehow very satisfied with the answer, he smiled as he looked in Mark’s eyes.

 

« And you know too well how to make someone’s heart flutter, don’t you ? » Jinyoung back.

 

After riding for almost an hour, the car slowly stopped. Maybe too slowly seeing that both Mark and Jinyoung didn’t get out of the car. The driver looked in the rear-view mirror and said, « Excuse me sir, we have arrived. »

 

Mark looked so drowsy, he automatically handed his credit card and got off the cab without thinking twice. They bowed and thanked the driver hastily. They stood on the streets for a minute, blank. The sunlight was strong, there was no wind but it was quite cold. With puffy eyes, it took them some time to get used to the sunlight.

 

« Where are we ? » Jinyoung finally said, as if he was trying to remember why they came in the first place.

 

« Look Jinyoung-ah. »

 

Mark pointed to an entry to their left. A few people were coming in and out. Mark purposely came early so they wouldn’t be recognized or bothered while enjoying themselves.

 

Jinyoung suddenly giggled.

 

« I can’t believe it hyung. You take me to an attraction park. Is that what you visualise as the perfect date location ? »

 

« Why ? Is it no good ? You know what, don’t tell me, I want your opinion once we are finished. If not, you will ruin it for both of us before it even began. »

 

« It’s cute, I like it. It’s just I thought of something more grandiose that’s it. It’s cute just like my hyung. »

 

Jinyoung gave him a wicked smile which made Mark grin.

 

« Wait hyung, put on a mask, we might you know get recognised. »

 

« Yay we’re not that important anyways, it’s no need, look there aren’t many people at this hour. »

 

Not paying much attention at his answer, Jinyoung was already half through putting his black mask on. He then handed one to Mark, but the latter put it in his pocket just in case. As expected of Jinyoung, he prepared for such things, Mark thought watching his serious dongsaeng already walking up front.

"Wait for me Jinyoungie."

 

 


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Harmony1379 #1
Chapter 5: This is not badly written at all. Believe me I've also tried writing :') Please update soon~!
Cocoa113 #2
Chapter 4: Please update!!!
Harmony1379 #3
Chapter 4: Wow this is sooooo cute! Can I have your permission to translate this when you're done? I promise I'll credit to you~ Please update soon ok~
Bettsums #4
Chapter 4: Im confused, so is Jinson just bromance here or does Jackson have a crush on Jinyoung?
JinsPinkprincess #5
Chapter 3: Ghis is just so cute.
Marjinson.
Mar n jackson going after jinyoungie is what I love.
This scenario is to die for.
Update soin