“Hyung let’s take a rest for a while~” I whine to kiseok hyung that still standing behind me monitoring his voice that just recorded. This whole week we prepared some beats and songs for Show Me the Money. Actually we haven’t start recording for the show but as you know, inspiration doesn’t come easily that’s why we prepare it little by little.

Kiseok hyung want to show his best since he just diss the program and then agree to join as a producer. We expect many curses will come to our team. ‘If you don’t love me then hate me all you want’ is Kiseok hyung’s live motto. He believes that haters give him as much attention as fans and whether it’s love or hate that’s he get, at least he doesn’t being ignored. I can’t live as cool as Kiseok hyung.

I still don’t have any confidence in my own talented since I start this path too late. Mostly, musicians start their career since young age and already show their interest in music since child. But in my case, instead of pursuing my dream as rapper and producer, I enroll to computer science major. Such a wasting time since in the end I quit and come back to pursue my dream as musician. At that time I just realize that I already 26 years old and maybe too old to become rapper and focus on producing.

“No, Sunghwa no! We need to finish this till perfect.” Kiseok hyung still focus on the beat and refuse my offer to take some rest.

“But hyung, Seohwi’s drama will start in no time…” I murmured to myself, disappointed that I’ll miss one episode of her drama.

“What did you say?” Kiseok hyung now facing me with serious expression. Oh no, I made mistake. I shouldn’t bring any non-sense talk while working with him.

“No hyung. I didn’t say anything.” Seohwi, sorry I can’t watch your drama tonight but I promise to watch the re-run tomorrow, okay?

“Ah really? Let’s take a rest later when Seohwi’s drama starts.” He said and gives his attention back to the monitor.

“But Hyung… Her drama already starts 5 minutes ago…” I still don’t give up watching her drama. Since I can’t meet her, seeing her face on screen is enough for me.

“WHAT? Are you kidding me Sunghwa? Why don’t you tell me earlier? Now save all the beats and take a rest. My Seohwi already waiting.” He runs off from studio and switched on TV in lobby. This is why I love working with Kiseok hyung. He’ll never neglect Seohwi’s drama lol. I save all beats that we’re working on and join him that already sit peacefully in front of TV.

For the past weeks, Kiseok hyung and I become Seohwi number one fans. We watched her drama together; searching for BTS of her drama; and giggling like fanboy with every comment that Seohwi made in interviews. We even buy all snacks that have Seohwi face on its cover. She got so many CF lately like ramyun, chocolate, fried chicken, and some other snack. She also becomes a cover for famous magazine. I remember when Ugly Duck come in to my studio showing off a magazine with Seohwi's face on the cover, I almost push him down to snatch the magazine. Jay also protests when I suddenly change the TV channel to Seohwi drama while he’s watching his favorite b-boy program.

Actually they already familiar with Kiseok hyung that always love korean weekly drama. Usually I’ll join them to tease Kiseok hyung with his fan boying attitude and make him upset. But this is my first time gang up with Kiseok hyung and fan boying over Seohwi.

Kiseok hyung can't come to studio today because he has an appointment with his doctor. Nothing serious, just regular checkup over his left eye. So I'm working on unfinished beats alone until my iPhone buzzing with incoming call.

"Hello?"

“Hyung this is Loco”

"I know. I save your number, stupid. What happened?"

“Ah you're right! haha… nothing happened hyung, Umm… I'm with Crush right now and we'll get dinner at Hongdae. I heard you're alone in office now, so I just want to ask you to join us… maybe if you don't mind… bu…but! If you are busy, it's okay hyung. I won’t force you. Just don't forget your dinner…”

"So you want me to come or no?"

“Ne? Of course!”

"Then I'll come in 15 minutes."

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