Chapter 1: Getting attention is easier but having yourself maintain their gazes on you is much harder than it seems. Smetimes it's much better to have one true friend that will never leave you and loves the way you are than havng everyone know you and praise you because of who they want you to be. I remembered how Im dissapointed with paper town's ending, but as I read this, i've realized platonic and unconditional love of a friend is much better than romantic yet complicated love.