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Pulling Doojoon down to sit beside him on the sofa in their dorm's living room, Yoseob attempted to wipe the tears from his eyes using his baggy jumper as a tissue

"What happened Seobie, tell me" the concern in his hyungs eyes, causing guilt to rise to the surface within the younger man. He hated seeing Doojoon upset in any way shape or form, the same way he hated seeing the hurt in Kikwang's eyes up on the roof. His guilt stepped up a notch at the memory.

"It's......."

The older man wrapped his arm around Yoseob's shoulders, pulling him closer into his warm, inviting body, offering reassurance and some much needed comfort

"Kikwang told me he's in love with me"

The silence that followed his words was almost too much to bear, he could feel the atmosphere pulse with anticipation, his hyung visibly stunned by his admission. Not as much as Yoseob had been himself. Kikwang was his best friend, they had known each other for years, he told the other man everything and vice versa so how he could have missed that big nugget of information along the way, was beyond him. There must have been sign's, there just had to have been. There wasn't, not to Yoseob anyway.

As the younger man invited him out onto the roof that night, there was no indication that this night was going to go any different from all the other ones the two had shared up in the boys little haven in the sky, as they called it. Boy, was he ever wrong.

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"So, whats on your mind?" Yoseob smiled as he sat down on the stone steps, feeling their coldness rise up and through his jogging bottoms he was still wearing from practice earlier that night, he jumped to his feet, shocking the younger man before him

"It's cold" he laughed "I don't want freeze"

Kikwang smirked as he pulled his oversized white Nike hoodie from his body, placing it on the ground and spreading it out where his hyung had just been sitting. Leaving himself in only his light faded jeans and black wife beater.

Yoseob shook his head "No, Kikwang, i didn't mean....."

"It's ok, i'm not cold" seeing the apprehension still in the other man's eyes, he nodded "Really, sit down, it's cool". He took hold of Yoseob's hand, tugging him back towards the stairs, pointing with his free hand for the older man to take a seat.

Yoseob smiled "Awww, you must really love me Kwangie~" he teased, his eyes sparkling mischieviously as he sat back down

He wasn't prepared for the serious tone in his dongsaengs voice or the same feeling being portrayed with his big, round orbs.

Kikwang crouched down til he was sat at eye level with the smaller man, he reached over to reclaim his hand in his, squeezing gently, his thumb running back and forth comfortingly over the soft smooth skin on the back of Yoseob's hand

"I do" he whispered, his eyes met the older man's "I really do"

Yoseob's brow furrowed, his mind attempting to undertand just what his best mate meant. He knew the other man loved him, he loved him too but this didn't feel like a friend thing, this felt very much like a confession.

Yoseob laughed "I know you do silly" he averted his eyes towards the ground

"No" Kikwang's big masculine hands both came up to gently take hold of his hyungs face, cupping it loving "I mean, i'm in love with you Yoseob, i have been for a long time"

The older man sat in silence, his mouth had fallen open slightly in a silent O as Kikwang's words sunk in. He couldn't believe this, how had this happened?

"Kwangie~" he breathed into the night air

"I love you" the younger man looked loving into his eyes before leaning closer to connect their lips and seal the deal

Realization washed over Yoseob, grabbing hold of the other mans hands and moving them from his face, he jumped to his feet, accidentally sending his dongsaeng falling backwards and onto his

"Sorry, i.....have something.....i need to do" he gushed as he his heel's, racing from the rooftop and back down to the trainee's shared apartment. He was in such a state of shock, he never once spared a thought for the no doubt hurt and upset man he had left on his own.

Until now that is.

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Doojoon's eyes were as wide as saucer's, he just sat there staring at the younger man for a minute or two before his brain engaged his mouth

"And what did you say?"

The older man's heart thumped in his chest, his throat became tight, palms clamy and mind in over drive. He had no clue that the y dancer had any interest whatsoever in Yoseob, besides friendship that is. The news shocked him to his very core, it also threatened his own heart.

Yoseob shifted uncomfortably, eyes scanning the room in an effort to delay the inevitable. Huffing out a sigh, he looked up, his eyes locking with Doojoon's

"Nothing, i ran away"

Doojoon nodded. Then his brow furrowed "Why? Don't you love him back?"

Yoseob smiled "Yes, i do"

His words hit like a hammer to Doojoon's heart, shattering in into a million pieces

Seeing the obvious discomfort on his hyungs face, Yoseob's mind raced for a moment 'Why is he so upset at that?' Unless...

Shrugging his shoulder, he continued "I'm not in love with him though"

Doojoon's head snapped up "You're not?"

Yoseob shook his head "No, i'm in love with someone else"

"Who?" his voice was so shaky and damn hard to control as he spoke

"You"