“Oppa, sorry for not informing you. I quiet nervous about it. Thank you for your word earlier. It is really calm me. Thank you, Oppa. Love you, ^^.

 “Its okay, SooJoong-ah. Congratulations on your relationship too. You should inform me earlier! Be happy with your relationship, okay. I will always pray the best for you. Welcome. Love you too!! ^^ <3”

Secretly Loving You

One lovely day,

By coincidence,

Unexpected circumstances,

That is how I know you,

That’s how I knew you

From same world,

With a different life,

It makes us apart,

As how we met

Absent makes heart grow founder,

I agree and I feel it,

When both at different side of the world,

I hold myself just for you

You asked for time,

I hold my feeling tight,

You said the timing is wrong,

I keep holding, and holding,

You said love isn’t your thing,

I still holding even it hurt

I know you are to fragile; I asked nothing,

You talk about your feeling; I listen as the best,

You rambling about your life; I smile and rambling too,

As you said sorry; I continue rambling,

I broken hard

The talk we had; Hurt me more,

We are different,

What I feel; not how you felt,

And what you feel; it’s hurt me

Everything I did,

Things that I do; only for you,

The love that I felt,

Feeling that I have; only for you

We don’t get what we want,

Thought of being ready; once released,

The one that said ready,

Cry in the middle of the night,

Alone; Lonely

I believe I’m the one for you,

Destiny is not on my side,

I believe I love you,

Fates denied and not mine

One fine day; if you come to me,

I still entertain you,

Still listen to you; Still calming you,

And still loving you

I hope you are happy,

Happy with your life; with your love

Even destiny isn’t mine,

Even fate isn’t mine,

Even me still breaking,

You hold the love of mine.