Staring at the sad expression of his from her wall was a normal thing in all these years.
When did he became so damm beautiful?Why the image of that sweet,normal young guy transformed into her eyes ,a charismatic guy that not too many women can resist ot it's charm?
- I hate you Jaejoong ah! You hunt me like a ghost.she sigh and lay on the bed looking at the wall on the other side trying to not see his image from the poster that was next to her bed.
Again her mind was invaded by his words.
 - I'm sad nad i feel so disappointed because you are so ugly right now into my eyes.Your soul makes you a ugly woman.Your full of egoism and you cannot be happy for me.I really cared about you and i thought that you do as well but it seems that it was a lie.You hate lonleyness but you will be always surrounded by it.I don't want ot be a marionette,a doll that you need to use it when you want.I will forget about you.
His words were like knifes.....
-I', one of your ex girlfriends and no one really knows it.If your fans will know this...envy hmmm? she laughed covering her moulth than she became serious and the tv.
Again there was one of their songs...Break out...
She changed the chanel fast like she always did.The torture....she couldn't handle it anymore.
The cellphone rang.
- Yobuseyo?
- Annyeong haseyo to you my sunshine.the sweet smooth voice was cares her ears again.
Annyeong to you my moonlight.she smiled.
- How are you feeling today?Did you slept well,did you had breakfast already?I was wondering all night if you are indeed ok?he sounded like he was indeed worried about her.
His questions melted her heart.Such a sweet guy...always puting questions that usually a boyfriend wouldn't.
- I'm ok.Do not worry about it.Jaewon....she made a break saying his name with sadness.
-Hmm?
She wanted to tell him sorry because the guilt didn't leave her to breathe,didn't let her to sleep.
- Don't mix the past with the present,my friend because you will lose everything.And you are so lucky and you do not even realize that.the words of her old friend ,the only one that knew about Kim Jaejoong was always ssying to her.
To not mix the past with the present.....weird because she couldn't stop doing it.
She couldn't say the truth...so she end up trying to pretend more happy.
- How was your evening?
- Ok...i finished to do the cover i told you about.And do not worry,this time it is not a Dong Bang Shin Ki cover.I know you do not like tho...
- I hate that band.It is annoying.Hae Won added very fast irritated.
Jaewon moaned like he was a little upset.Her statement about everything that had to do with the most famous kpop band from all the time was so silly but he won't fight with her again about the same subject.
- I hope you will like it.I worked all night and i will post it on my youtube account.Already lots of my friends says that it is going to sound very good even if they didn't heard it.Do you wanna hear it?
- Jaewon ah!...Again you lost your night with the silly recording thing...You are not a singer.You should study and forget about your hobby.
- I love singing.So?....
- No.But i will sing the song with you tonight.
He made an exclamation that he was very happy because of her promise.



- Why do you feel sad?Why you earn for him now when you didn't care at the right time.You didn't even wanted to be his girlfriend.It was a bet.a stupid game and you lose.The price was that kid,Jaejoong.You were really angry or did you forget how did you treat the poor boy?
Now you are aspecting to smile and accept you after all you did to him?
Hana was indeed a pain when she was talking about this.She hated the words of her friend because it was the truth.


The noise was so loud in that club and she didn't wanted to be there.She didn't liked any of the persons she had to be with that Saturday night.Hana was the only one that was ok with.
- I wanna go home.Hae Won complained.
- Comon! It is going to be interesting.And i'm glad i made you wear this look.You look so y.she giggled like a cute adorable girl.
- I hate dresses.I like pants better.I look like a easy woman like this.
- You are wrong...Hey,my girl! You are here....she screamed when she saw another young woman huging each other and starting to talk.
The table that they came at was full of young males and few girls with those glamourous looks,one trying to look better than the other one.
She felt some eyes on her.A pair were on her s and her legs...The guy looked at her like she was a product for sale.His ert looks gave her nausea.Trynig to ignore it,she felt other eyes on her.But this time it was someone that looked at her with admiration like she was somethnig beautiful.It was a kid.She could see that he was younger that 16 years old.He wasn't the type she liked.The boy gave back a sweet shy smile to her  while she was  aranged her hair with one of the hands.
Siting at the table the was between Hana ,some random guy and next to that guy was the kid that was staring at her with shyness.
- Something is wrong? she asked to him because she got annoyed of his looks.
- I'm sorry.It is just that....he said with a innocent tone like the looks he had.
- Just that what?
- You are really beautiful.
The way he said it sounded so sincere but she didn't care.She raised her browns and said:
- You...what do you know about beauty?
- I know beauty...more in a artistic way.
-Hae Won...leave the poor boy alone and don't use your venim on him.a girl laughed.
- Your name is?....she insisted.
- Kim Jaejoong imnida.
 - Kim Jaejoong....she mumbled his name like she wanted to see if she indeed liked the name or not.