Amber’s pov

Soojung ah~

Wae you need me to repeat it?

Do you know it is killing me?

My heart was already bleeding.

“Yap!” I spoke again determined to show that I am happy for her.

Out of sudden, she grabbed my chin and spat, “Don’t you dare to tease me, I’m your princess!”  

Soojung ah~

Please let me go.

I cant handle your touch now.

I can’t

I simply can’t.

I wept mentally.

She reminded her again, “You are my servant, remember?”

Yes Soojung ah~

I know where I am in your heart.

I can never be your prince, let alone your prince charming.

I can only be your servant.

You are unattainable.

Lord, what should I do?

You say that when I am weak, you will be strong.

I admit that I am weak, please come and bestow me with your strength.

Please~~

Then my song continued in my mind.

f(Amber) – Borders

I gotta be tough with my eyes down

eyes down eyes down

Strong in my stance with my

eyes down eyes down eyes down

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For the first time, I decided to avoid something that I loved. Her mesmerising stare. I looked down and half closed my eyes and wishfully thought that it will reduce the pain. But I’m utterly wrong.

If only if I can have special power, I will ask for ability to numb my feelings so that I will not get hurt. It is freaking badly painful.

I skilfully turned my back to her pretending to watch the performance.

I was staring blankly at the front and mentally nursing my hurt when she touched my shoulders straightening my posture.

Soojung ah~

You really did not know that I love you?

I love you so much that it is inexpressible painful to be touch by you now!

I put on a false front and played with her.

This role of making you happy will be replace by your boyfriend.

It might be one of the last time tha