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la douleur exquise

-"the exquisite pain of wanting someone that you know you can never have, and knowing that you will still try to be with them. 
has drug like effects."

His heart wasn’t supposed to beat so quickly against his chest as the beat echo all over his brain,

he wasn’t supposed to want to touch Jimin so badly,

he wasn’t supposed to long to hear Jimin’s voice,

he wasn’t supposed so be in so much pain seeing Jimin be with someone else. 

He wasn’t supposed to feel anything.