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all he does is stare when taehyung is laying smack on top of him, chest to chest and he’s pretty sure that crotch to crotch too,

and it’s so embarrassing because there’s, like, germs down there and it’s just gross,

but he decides that it’s taehyung and that that’s why it’s not gross.

“kookie,” he whispers, but a whisper from taehyung equals a scream from a person who actually has control over their pitch, “one minute to go.”

just one minute until they’re two years apart again, and jungkook feels so small and so bad and so like he wants to die.