The next morning i left home and was on d way to CI  ent ...  I got a call from B2M that i had a meeting with management so i stopped by B4 going to CI ent for practice..

I went in and finished my meeting and came out  and saw many gifts near the reception... "are these for me?" I asked and they replied me with an yes ...

I called my manager ... " hyung ... Get these gifts to my home " and i went out and saw security getting many letters in his hand ... " Kyu jong shii~~ here these are yours " he gave me fan letters wit a smiled .. I smiled back with a thankyu and took all the fan letters and got back into my car ...

I love reading fans letters ... Some will b cute , lovable , mature , straight , agressive ... But fan letters are my energy and i make sure atleast i glance through d letters once ...

I was smiling reading cute letters which were filled with “DOUBLES301 mansae.... Kyu oppa hwaiting ... Want ss501 bck soon... etc.,”

I am really thankful for TripleS for giving so much love and waiting for us still ... I appreciate their strong will power of sustenance and waiting :)

I went on to check the names and one letter caught my eyes ... Ahh no ... Its heart... It caught my heart ...

SIMI  RUJA CHENG ...

I blinked my eyes  and recheck the name ...

Its her ... Its her ... ITS HER...

Wait!! is it really d same person ?

I kept the letter on the next seat and manager hyung was staring at me  , as in if i had gone crazy ... I was still thinking should i open d letter are not and was staring at it ... I felt someone tapping on my shoulder ...

" kyubbie? What's wrng? "

" ani... Nothing hyung "

" then y r staring at a fan letter like its a missile?"

"Huh?"  I raised my eyebrow

" yahh~~ just open it and read your chessy love letters" manager hyung  bites his sandwich like he hasn’t eaten in months ...

" i stared at it again and decided to read it and clear my confusion...

 I slowly opened d cover ... and opened the letter inside it ... It was quiet a big letter the whole page filled ... I started to read ...

 

To,

My dear  kyu jonh ah~

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YOUR P.O.V

I got some white paper from my file ... And started writing ....

 Too many thoughts crossed my mind ....

 

" simi ya~ here ... Chocolate... "

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Kyu :     "Simi yah~ u der at home?? "

Simi :    " kyu jong ahh~~ here cm to d back garden !"

Kyu:      " simi ya~ gwenchana? U didn't u  cm to school today ?  Here i got notes for you ... "

Simi:      " gumawo kyu jong ahh ~  ahh i was nt well so omma didnt send "

Kyu:        " wae? Wht happened? Does it hurt anywhere? Yahh did d chocolate i gave yday had ny reaction?    That ajhussi told its new one "

Simi :       " kyu jong ah~~ calm down... I m fine ... Just stomach pain fr different reason ... U see its my problem... "

Kyu:        "Ahhh... U want me to rub ur stomach? Omma does that for my sister too ... "

Simi:       " gwenchana ... M fine nw "

Kyu:          " ani ... Cm here ... "

He started rubbing my stomach and i stared at his bright face  and handsome smile ... I slowly fell asleep with dose soft rubbing of my stomach ...

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" simi yah~ here ribbon fr u "

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" simi ya~ u will cm wit me to seoul? "

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" simi ya~  see the fishes here..."

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" simi ya~ i will become a gud singer right?"

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" simi ya~ byeee ... Tc ... "

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"Simi ya~~~~~~~~~~~”

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" yah ..  Kyu jong ahh~" i scream out of no where...and suddenly tears filled my eyes ...

This was my 100th letter to him that year... I now decided to give up if this letter doesn’t get reply .... I made a strong mind and started writing the letter ...

 

To,

My dear kyujong

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KYU P.O.V

“Kyu jong ah~~ semi here!! I dont expect u to remember me ... I am your chingu from your place...”

 

My heart started racing ... Tears formed at corner of my eyes ..

ITS HER ... ITS HER ITS HER ...

MY heart were doing somersaults ... I blinked my eyes to make it clear from tears... I read on ...

 

" i hope this letter atleast reaches you ... This is my 100th letter for this year and probably last may be ... "

What? 100th letter? Where did other 99 letters go? May b i should check d fan letter collection again . i made a mental note ...

" kyu jong ah ~ hw r u? You are doing great on screen ... I m watching you on screen and m very proud of you ... This s not fake letter ... M not a sesang ... M really your chingu simi ... M a vet doc now ... Hw s ur omma appa? Ur sister?
When dey hav such kind son nd a brother they will b happy ...

Kyu jong ah~~~ u remember the lake bed which we were playing? That hasn't changed at all ... Kids still play here everyday ...

Kyu jong ah~ i m happy you debuted as SS501 ... I watched all your shows ... Your groupi s handsome too ... But i m waiting for all of you to come back again... I got all your albums ... You hav become soo handsome ... M soo happy fr you ..

Kyu jong ah~ i wish i would meet you and say this but i m scared that i might not get the chance ...

" I .. I LOVE YOU "   

 

my eyes went WIDEEE... what? She still does love me? My heart was beating fast ... It would blast any time but...

But how can a person wait for 10 long years or more ?

If she was in front of me right now i would have squeezed her into a hug ...

 

" i know i m a little too much... But i could not help but love you ... I tried alot to deviate but it would settle on you at the end ... You are a great singer and an idol now... M not expecting for you to accept me ... But atleast let's meet as chingus ... I am not expecting too much right? Haha^^

Ahh i still have lots to speak and i m saving it to talk when we meet ...

So for npw byeee

AND .. I HAV SENT A SS501 BRACELET WHICH U LOVE TO BELIEVE M NOT A FAKE FAN... i hope you believe this letter ...

So good bye ...

Omo ... Wait a moment ...

Kyu jong ah~ if you happen to have a galfriend already ... I think we three can meet ...

Take care kyu jong ah~

Eat on time and take care of yourself ... If u happen to receive my letter ... Please tweet it ... So atleast i can know ...

This z my request ...

Good bye ... Saranghae <3

 

YOUR P.O.V

A tear dropped down my cheeks and quickly brushed it up with back of my palms ...

" please godd!!! Atleast this last letter... Let it reach him ... Chebal ... "

 I just put the letter witout reading it again .. Bcoz i know i would nt post it  if i read it again ...

I just wrote B2M address and posted it ...

“Fighting simi ...” I cheered fr myself ... Nd went to my clinic ...

 

KYU P O V

A tear dropped  down my  cheeks ... I saw the same innocent love which i saw 10+ yrs back ... I suddenly happen to turn the letter and found a address on the other side being upside down ...

I could say she must have not really observed that she wrote the letter in her letter head back side ... I giggled for my  innocently pabo simi ...

I reached cient  , i put d letter in my track pant pocket and greeted fans and entered d building ... Waiting for other 2 to join me ...

While i sat neat the practice room ... Too many thoughts crossed my mind... Should I tweet r not? R should i just visit her and surprise her? iS it really her? What if its some sesang fan?  But from d letter it seems to b simi only but...  Ahhhh!!! i dono m soo confused...

"Hey hyung !! " maknae  greeted me and i pulled both dongseang and hyung into practise room and with only we 3 i told them about everything ...

Hys uprightedly told it must really b simi... He knew simi was my chosarang ... My first kiss was also wit her .... Ahhh dat was a heavenly experience ..

K i need to settle my heart...  I thought for my self

 

" chincha?? Its her 100th letter? " did u receive other 99?” ...  junnie asked

I nodded a no while pouting ...

 

" hyung ... " junnie called nd i looked at him ...

" kaja... " he said ... aNd i was like

" huh? " i replied

" hyung !! Kaja!! This sunday we are going  on holiday to your place .... "

Lets go find out your lost love ... But decide if u wanna say yes r no if u really meet her there ...

" i love her junnie ... " but how can a person keep waiting fr more than 10 yrs? Do i deserve all that ?"  I went into thinking again

" ofcourse kyubbie ~~ you deserve all this love ... "  young saeng hyung replied and smiled…

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Sunday arrived and all cleared their schedule fr d day and took der car and packed their stuffs and kyubbie informed his parents abt everything ... Nd dey knew simi nd dey were happy too...

will he get to meet simi??