No Longer A Wallflower
Conflict Resolution (Where I Found You)It’s way too early in the morning when Yoongi’s phone starts to buzz and light up.
[Private Chat – Min Yoongi IS old and grumpy]
justinseagull: hyung, hyung you awake?
justinseagull: hyung are you ignoring me?
justinseagull: hyung you know I can do this all day, right? Just answer
justinseagull: hyyyyyunnnng!!!!
GENIUS: d’’s wrong with you? It’s 5 in the morning.
justinseagull: oh, so you’re not awake?
justinseagull: is it because you’re too old to stay up late?
GENIUS: I’m deleting this chat from my kakao page
justinseagull: so grumpy
justinseagull: my bad go back to sleep grandpa
GENIUS: I question the validity of our friendship
justinseagull: as you should
Yoongi’s cranky and somewhat sleep deprived when his eyes finally open at three minutes past eight in the morning. He’s dreamed of several gruesome ways in which to punish Jungkook for his lack of respect for the elderly. Stretching his legs, he rolls to one side, tangling himself further in the alternative down comforter, his bones crackling as though begging him not to move. It’s a free day, and he giggles maniacally at the thought of not doing anything.
A Friday with no flights, no crazy passengers, no one telling him what to do, how to feel, or how to deal with his unresolved childhood issues. Briefly, he wonders if Jimin’s working. The thought is fleeting because the moment Yoongi’s mind pictures the smaller man with the chipmunk cheeks and the dangerous derriere, the image is immediately replaced.
Springing up to sit in the bed, Yoongi’s confused by what’s occurring. Why instead of crescent moon smiles does he see boxy ones? Why instead of mischevious flirty glances does he envision innocent, curious ones? How did Kim Taehyung take over his mind when Jimin’s all he’s looked at for three years? Shaking his head like it’s an etch a sketch, he tries to remove Taehyung from his mind. It doesn’t work. In frustration, he runs his hands through his hair, disheveling his locks, then picks up his phone. He needs a distraction.
To: Jungcrook
why the early morning chat?
From: Jungcrook
????
To: Jungcrook
did you drunk message me at five in the
morning?
From: Jungcrook
me? when did I…
oh,
wait…
maybe???
To: Jungcrook
you little you disrupt my sleep, and it’s not
even for a good reason
From: Jungcrook
what Tuan got the good stuff
To: Jungcrook
again he’s your hyung
From: Jungcrook
again he’s not here
From: Jungcrook
plus you should feel flattered
not angry
To: Jungcrook
???? flattered ????
From: Jungcrook
yes
aren’t you touched that even in an inebriated state
I still want to talk to you the most 😊 😊
To: Jungcrook
I’m deleting this convo
From: Jungcrook
but you texted
To: Jungcrook
>_<
accurate
Yoongi contemplates the consequences of what he’s about to do. Handing over more ammunition to Jungkook is possibly not the wisest move he’s ever made, but he needs some clarification, a perspective less cluttered than his own. He takes a deep breath and proceeds to type.
To: Jungcrook
so I have this friend and
From: Jungcrook
so you then
To: Jungcrook
can’t you read? It says friend
From: Jungcrook
okay hyung
you have a “friend”
He can almost picture Jungkook making air quotes with his fingers, and Yoongi grimaces. It was a bad idea, but it’s too late now. Looking at the phone once again, he blows at a stray lock that’s slightly covering his right eye; he needs a haircut.
To: Jungkcrook
right, so my friend has liked one person for a
really long time
From: Jungcrook
AKA flight attendant with the hella firm
that kid’s delicious hyung
oh, the things I could to that
To: Jungcrook
uhm, no, that is off limits
u little and it’s not him
secondly, he’s not a kid, he’s your hyung
From: Jungcrook
uhm, he’s not here and secondly,
I can’t hyung, a person you’ve been
talking about banging for like two years
To: Jungcrook
when have I ever?????
also, hyung’s not dependant on location he’s
older no matter where he is
From: Jungcrook
Fine hella firm HYUNG
and you did that night at
Ken’s party when you got
drunk called Taeyeon noona a
and proceeded to barf in the punch bowl
BEST NIGHT EVER
It’s confirmation, really. He’d known that asking Jungkook for advice was a mistake, but he’s desperate, damn it, and the kid, for all his jock like bravado, always seems to hit the nail on the proverbial head, ultimately saying exactly what Yoongi needs to hear like some idiot savant of random advice.
To: Jungcrook
I’m gonna live as though that never
happened back to my friend, so he’s liked this
person for a while but now there’s this new
person that keeps invading his space and taking
up his thoughts and my friend may like it, a lot,
and he’s not sure what to do because the
person he likes has finally noticed him even
asked him on a date, sort of
From: Jungcrook
firm hyung asked you out
DAMN
To: Jungcrook
uhm, er, no? my friend, remember
are you even reading this?
are you even reading this?
From: Jungcrook
sorry thought we’d given up that game
okay fine, so your “friend”
does he like this new person?
To: Jungcrook
maybe, yes???
he doesn’t…know he could
maybe???
possibly???
I don’t know I can’t even tell if he’s human
half the time pretty certain he’s slightly touched
he was talking to a wall when I, er, my friend first met him
From: Jungcrook
tell your “friend” that he
should give new person a chance
To: Jungcrook
stop it with the “quotes” also why shouldn’t my
friend go after his long-standing crush who’s
finally noticed his existence, after 1000 years?
From: Jungcrook
naw, despite liking firm hyung for
that long new person still managed to make an impact
your “FRIEND” should follow the
white rabbit see where the rabbit holes goes
To: Jungcrook
you think?
From: Jungcrook
hyung, you’ve been hung up on a fantasy for too long
whoever this other person is, they’ve somehow
managed to break through all your defenses
you owe it to yourself, to find out why
To: Jungcrook
damn it I said it was my friend
From: Jungcrook
Anything you say hyung 😉
To: Jungcrook
and uhm, thanks man
I’ll tell my friend what you said
From: Jungcrook
yw
also, hyung
if it works out for you and new person
can I get firm hyung’s digits
To: Jungcrook
I’m deleting you from my contacts
After hitting the end button, Yoongi tosses the phone on the bed before throwing himself backward on the mattress, joining the handheld device. Jungkook’s words have him feeling conflicted as they swim in the ocean of his mind. He’s pined after Park Jimin for so long, it’s more a matter of principle that he try with the man, almost as if not pursuing him after he’s shown interest would be a waste of Yoongi’s three years of one-sided attraction.
Taehyung’s an unexpected turn of events. Not once as he was being forced to sign up for the class did Yoongi think he’d find anything that would make him thankful for losing his cool with the with the world’s most obnoxious passenger. But here he is excited, dare he say happy, to spend two days out of his week in a room filled with people with varying degrees of emotional conflict.
He smiles, his mind playing a short film of his interactions with Taehyung from the wide-eyed terror of their first encounter i
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