5.

“M-Minho…?” Jonghyun stuttered and obviously his voice was trembling. He was afraid to cry, too afraid to break down in front of his beloved man and muttering a thousands of ‘I love you’ and ‘I miss you’.

Before he could even ask how Minho had been for the past 3 years, Minho spoke. “How do you know my name? Have we met before?”

Jonghyun stared at Minho’s face, confusion written all over his face.

“Sorry, I lost 5 years of my memory 3 years ago, so I must have forgotten about you,” Minho said in an apologetic tone.

Lost 5 years of your memory? You have lost your memory? The memory with me inside… How could you forget me?

Jonghyun was too shocked to say anything. How was it to feel like when your boyfriend said he did not remember you? everything else.

“So…we are friends before? You are Yoogeun’s appa?”

No, we are lovers. I’m Yoogeun’s umma and you are… Yoogeun’s appa…

“Y-yes we are very close friends…I’m Yoogeun’s Umma…I got pregnant before…” Jonghyun said softly. He already heard his heart cracking into fine pieces. It hurts, it hurts to not able to acknowledge their relationship to Minho. It hurts to know that the man in front of him did not know his existence anymore.

Minho gave an understanding nod and smile. “Your son is so adorable. Since we are friends, let us get together and chat. Maybe it will trigger my memory.”

“Uh…”

“C’mon, today is my birthday; just treat it as some sort of celebration okay?” Minho smiled as he carried Yoogeun in his arms.

“Appa! Today is my birthday too!!!!!!!!” Yoogeun chirped as he pinched Minho’s cheeks. Minho pouted and pinched Yoogeun’s cheeks for revenge.

“Really? Let’s go and celebrate our birthdays, Yoogeunnie!”

How cute…They really looked like Appa and son. Minho…will you forget me forever?

“Yoogeun, eat more!” Minho ruffled Yoogeun’s hair as he put some more meat on Yoogeun’s plate. As he was busy with Yoogeun, he noticed that Jonghyun was not eating and had not spoken a single word ever since they came into the restaurant.

“Why are you not eating? Is the food here tastes bad?” Minho looked at Jonghyun intently as he spoke.

“N-no…I’m just having no appetite,” Jonghyun simply said as he tried not to look at Minho’s eyes.

Those flaming charismatic eyes. Jonghyun felt as if he fell in love with Minho once again because of those eyes and his heart was beating and burning with excitement.

“Oh okay,” Minho flashed a charismatic smile and tried to feed Yoogeun with food.

We really looked like a family in other people’s eyes now, right?

“So you are living in one of the apartments in there?” Minho asked as he parked his car outside the building.

“Yeah…” Jonghyun smiled and carried the already asleep Yoogeun in his arms. He kissed his child’s forehead and whispered a s