Onew P.O.V

“blablabla…” park songsaengnim said something in front class. Mmm bored… then finally I look at him. He talking with taemin now. What is they talking about? I’m curious about that and then he look at me. I smile at him and he just look back at park songsaengnim. Haha now I know what he talking with taemin. I know he think that I’m weird person. Of course he’ll think like that. Since I’m move this class, almost everytime I look at him even we never talk but I don’t care he think I’m weird or nerd or other… I still like look at him. He’s beautiful and the other reason I still look him even he think I’m nerd is Everytime I look him, he always look at me back even it’s just for a while. At least he notice that I’m here heehee.

“trrrriiinnnngggg” bel ringing that means start holiday. So sad I can’t see him until new year. He talking with minho and taemin now. I like look they together, they’re so funny. Sometimes I want join with them but I think I can’t, because once again for them I’m just one of nerd in this school because I always busy with my laptop and never talk with other. So I just can look at them from far. I smile look at them until that person… dino head come… he is his boyfriend. I just look at window. I heard they talking something and then taemin and minho leave first.

“sure. Wait I’ll take my bag” he want back go home now? I still want look him. I look at him again and he look at me back but it’s just for a while and then he go.

“bye kibum” I whisper when he go with that dino. I look at class now only me in here.

“I must wait until new years to meet him again. Aigoo this holiday will be long and boring holiday” I put my things to my bag and then I feel vibrate on my bag. I take my phone and answer it.

“yeobsseyo… ne araboji… ne sure I will come to home as soon as I can… ne” then I hang up my phone and go back to my home.

“you already in home jinki ssi?” someone come to me. He is my private assistant.

“ne… oh yeah. Araboji will come to here. Please ask the chef to prepared their best food. I want prepared my self now”

“sure”

“gamshamnida mr. song”

“welcome” I leave him and prepared my self. I look at my watch 07.50 pm he must in here soon. I go to downstairs.

“jinki ssi mr. lee already in here” said mr. song. I walk fast to my appa.

“welcome to here araboji” I said

“ne. long time not come in here. Don’t be so formal in home” he pats my back

“ne. araboji we already prepared for dinner. You want go dining room or else?”

“better we eat first” we go to dining room and then eating. Here’s so calm nobody talking when eating. I know he will say something important to me because he just come to my home if there’s something important. After dinner we talking about my new school and other.

“well I want tell you something jinki. I know you’re still young but I’m sure you can help me. So can you help me in company jinki? I must go to London tomorrow morning so I need someone who can change my position until I’m back” I’m right

“actually I’m not sure but I will try my best”

“good hear that jinki…ok it’s already 09.00 better I’m back home”

“let me accompany you”

“sure” we come to the car and sitting silently in there and I start driving. I look at outside and stop for a while. I’m shock from what I saw at outside ‘is it kibum? What he’s doing? Why he walk like that? Is he drunk?’

“what happened jinki?”

“mm mianhae araboji… nothing happened” and then I’m continue driving

After I’m accompany my appa to his home, I’m back at my home. I remember kibum. What he’s doing? He must in jonghyun house now but why he in that street and like that. I change my clothes be comfort clothes and go to the place where’s I look kibum last time. I find him with my car. I look at my watch. 00.30 ? mmm better I find him with walking. I parking my car and find him. Finally I found some club night. Is he here? I come to inside and look around. I’m not found him. I’m go outside and walk around that club. I look someone laying on the street ‘is he crazy? Laying in this wheater’ I walk away but suddenly I stop ‘isn’t kibum?’

“kibum” I said and he move his body. Now I can clearly look at him. Yeah it’s really him. Kim kibum. I come to him

“kibum gwenchana? It’s so cold why you in here without jacket. Use this” i give my jacket to him. I look at his face. His beautiful face now look pale and his lips bleeding “and what happened with your face? kajja to my house. I’ll help you” I help him to stand up.

“you? What are you doing in here? I don’t need your help. Go!” he push me and walk away from me

“no kibum… you’re hurt… let me help you” I grab his wrist

“andwe! Go! Go! Go! I don’t need you nerd! I don’t need nobody help me” he yelled at me

“kibum! You can die if you just like this in this wheater” ‘how can he like this?’ I thought

“die? I think It’s better for me… no one need or want me now” he smile at him sadly and He walk away. It’s hurt my heart look him like this and hear what he said. I grab his wrist and pull him into me then hug him.

“I can’t let you die kibum…” he tried push me but I hug him more thight. I can’t let him go in this situation. Suddenly I feel my clothes wet. ‘is he crying?’

 “why? why must you? Why must you who in myside now? Why must you who found me? The person I never hope to found me” he hit my arm and start crying. I his hair softly ‘mianhae kibum maybe I’m not the person you hope in yourside now but I can’t let you go like this’ he crying more hard now. We silent for a while until I hear he sobbing

“because I love you kibum ah” I look at him. He sleep. I take him to my car and he make himself comfort in here. ‘he must so tired’

“mr. song mianhae for disturb you in this time but can you help me find actually what happened with kim kibum today? Kamsahamnida” I hang up the phone and start drive my car to my home. After 15 minute finally I arrieved at my home. I carried him to my room and place him at my bed slowly.

“sleep well kibum” I just want leave him but he grab my wrist

“stay here” he said while his eyes close. He’s awake or sleep?. I smile at him and look at him ‘it’s so funny, just a moment ago he said to me to go but now he said to me to stay’ I sat beside him at bed. I look him carefully ‘actually what happened with you kibum?’ I his cheeks carefully ‘wait? oh god he got high fever’.

“please stay” he said when I try let go from his hand

“I’ll be back kibum. Wait ne” I whisper to him and he just nodded. I’m go to take medicine, water, and wet towel.

“kibum” he tried to open his eyes

“ne”

“drink this first, then you can back sleep” I said while show him the medicine, he just nodded and drink it.

“good boy” I smile at him

“stay here”

“yeah sure” and then I saw him sleeping. I put the wet towel on his forehead ‘aigoo his face, must I give his face medicine now? Nope, it will make his wake up’ then I just wait in there, looking him sleepy and not forget to change the wet towel every one hour.

“tok tok” I opened my eyes… ‘aigoo I’m slept’ I look my watch ’07.30’ then look kibum ‘he still sleep’

“tok tok” I opened my door.

“morning jinki ssi. Here file about kim kibum and just want to tell you mr. lee will left at 09.00 am before he leave he want introduce you to other officer” mr. song said

“gomapta mr. song. Ne I will prepared myself” I close my door and start read my file. After read it. I put the file on table and check kibum fever. ‘he’s better now’ i leave him and go to shower because I’m must ready at 08.30. after I’m finished prepared myself. I go to kitchen and make soup for kibum.

Key P.O.V

I tried open my eyes. i look around… ‘where I am? Aish dizzy’ I thought. I’m wake up and sit on the bed.

“morning kibum” someone come to this room. I look at him

“you? What are you doing in here?”

“it’s my house kibum” he said while put some food on table

“why I’m in your home?” I asked him, not really remember what happen with me yesterday

“yesterday I found you in the street kibum, so I help you” he smile at me

“ok then, I’m ok now. So I want go from here” I just want walk to the door but he go out first and lock me in here.

“YA nerd! Let me go from here”

“sorry kibum, you must stay here for a while, I need talk with you first but not now, now I must go. So stay until I’m back. You can eat the food I give to you and use my bathroom. I’ll be back 1 or 2 hour. Ok” he said from other side

“ya! I don’t need talk anything with you, I want go from here” I yelled

“sorry mr. kim, mr. lee already left” someone said

“! Who is him? How dare he lock me in here” I’m go back to bed and sit in there. “pabo nerd” I look around and look at food. “I’m hungry” I take the food and eat it. “uhm not bad” then I’m continue eat it.

“ah I’m full now” after I’m finished it I just look around at this room. “when he will back sheshh”

“tring” I heard phone ringing. ‘must I answer it’

“yeobseyo”

“kibum” someone said from other side

“ya! Palli come back! I want go from here”

“sorry, maybe 30 minute later I’ll back. You can use my bathroom and my clothes for now if you need it. Ok I must hung up. Annyeong”

“yayaya!” but he already hung up the phone… “again?! aish” then I’m go to the bed and laying my body in there for I don’t know how long I’m here. “aish! I’m bored! I will kill that nerd if he come” I walk to a table and find a file with my name in there. ‘can I read that? Well of course I can, my name in that file,,, it’s mean that file about me’ without thinking more longer I’m open that file and read it. ‘what the ?! Why he find all about me? Is he stalker?’

“kibum glad know you still here” I look at the door and that nerd come to inside

“like I have other way to go”

“sorry heehee”

“and yeah tell me what it is?” I show him the file

“ehm sorry… I will tell you… let’s talk for a while”

“andwe! I don’t need talk anything with you. Now I want go” I just want go but he grab my wrist

“just for a while kibum… please”

“andwe!” I try to let go from him but he grab my wrist more tight

“please kibum” he little yell at me… well I can’t do anything just little shock and then he take me to sofa beside bed. “sit here” then I just do what he tell me. “wait here nae” he go for a while and then back with box aid.

“sorry for yell at you and hold your hand too tight” he started apply ointment at my bruise.

“ya it’s hurt! Let me apply it by myself”

“andwe! Sorry nae heehee” he smile and continue appy it at my bruise. I look at him carefully. Well he’s not bad… when he smile his eyes smile too… it’s look cute and his cheeks so chubby… I wanna touch it…. Aigoo kibum stop it.

“well what you want to tell me? And would you mind explain about that file?” I asked when he finished apply it.

“oh yeah… ehm, would you mind to stay at here?”

“what?!”

“ehm sorry but let me finished my word… ehm, when I found you yesterday I ask my private assistant to find what happened to you, and sorry for find out about you without your permission. I just want to know. Now I know what happened to you. I know you don’t have place for stay. Minho and taemin now on their holiday… if you want live on hotel, I think your dad already make your card off. So I asked you to stay here… at least until minho and taemin back from their holiday”

“you find out about taemin and minho too?”

“ani… aniyo… I’m hear what all of you talking at class yesterday”

“well I think I don’t need you pity me…”

“andwe!” he grab my wrist again when I’m stand up… now he stand up and look at me “I’m not pity you kibum… but I’m worried about you… please thinking about it again… if you want stay… I’ll make you comfort in here and since I think you don’t like me I wouldn’t show myself in front of you. Please thinking about it again… now it’s your choice, I will leave you alone for thinking about it. If you want stay meet me at my work room and if you don’t want you can leave” then he go out from the room.

Onew P.O.V

            Well I’m stay behind the door… “am I cool? Is my word right?” I asked myself  then I go to  my work room… sitting and waiting he come… “dear santa, I don’t need anything for my Christmas… I just want he stay in here. Please…” I just walk around waiting waiting waiting he come… it’s already 15 minute… I look at window and saw he walk out from my home… “is he go? Aigoo I can’t let him go” then I go outside and call him

Key P.O.V

            I just walk out but suddenly someone call me

“kibum ah” I look at that nerd, he run to me… is he panic? He face so funny, 15 minute ago he act cool now he is panic. kekeke

“I take my word… now I beg you stay in here… please… jebal” he said while control his breathe. ‘is he think that I will go? Well to be honest I’m here just want find someone to ask where his work room because he not tell me. But it’s good things too… so it’s not make me look easy to accept what he tell me before’

“I’m not sure i..”

“please…” he show me his puppy eyes… ‘wth ?! but it’s cute’ I’m just giggle…

“ehm well… ok then if you force me”

“jinja? Thank you kibum” I don’t know why he look so happy

“but just until 2min boys come back from their holiday”

“ok… now I will show you, your room” now he act cool again… weird person… I think this holiday will be fun.

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sorry for late,, sorry for bad word i mean bad grammar... i'm not good at english... i'm sorry... and i'm sorry for bad story *bow*