I look at you, looking at him. When will be the time that you could also look at me like how you look at him? Will that time come? I quickly averted my gaze when you turned to me.

“Hey Taehyung, I think I’m in love” You told me with your eyes forming little crescents. I really love your eyes. The way it disappears when you smile. I felt happiness when I look into your eyes but the words that came out in your mouth send pain in my heart. I didn’t want you to see it. I can’t let you see it. So I faked a look of shock and ask “Really?”

“Yes! The first time I laid my eyes on him, he already captivated my heart. Will you help me out?” You seemed so excited that I can’t say no. After all, all I want for you is to be happy, and if this makes you happy so be it. Though in exchange for your happiness is for me to suffer misery. So I smiled at you and nodded, “Sure”

After weeks of stalking, we learned that Jungkook, the one who captivated your heart, is the younger brother of Suga.

“He’s the brother of Suga? The Suga, who has a crush on you since God-knows-when, is Jungkook’s brother?” You’re practically screaming in front of me, disbelief is written all over your face. I can’t believe it,too. The world must really be small.

“Can you help me with this, Taehyungah? After all, he likes you and I think he is willing to help us out.” You looked at me with your hopeful eyes; now tell me, how could I refuse?

So the next day, I approach  Suga.

“Are you free this Saturday?”

Suga turned around and was shocked to see Taehyung in front of him. He looks behind him to make sure Taehyung was talking to him and not to somebody else.

“Uhm. Are you talking to me?” He asked, still not believing his eyes.

“Of course, I’m here to ask you to go out with me. And please bring your brother, I’m bringing someone too.” I told him directly. Suga, still shocked by the sudden invitation, only nods in agreement.

“I didn’t tell you to date him. I just asked you to set me a date up with Jungkook” You blurted out when I told you about the date this coming Saturday.

“Why can’t I date him?” I asked you, hoping you’ll tell me you’re jealous and that you love me just as how much I love you. But then I realize that I’m so stupid for thinking such a thing. You love Jungkook, not me.

“You can’t date a person if you don’t like him. Wait—do you like him?” No, I like you, no, scratch that, I love oyu. I wanted to tell you that but I stop myself.

That night, while I was lying on my bed, I think about my feelings for you. If only I wasn’t your best friend, is there any chance for you to like me, too? If only I didn’t like you, should I be happy with somebody else? I can’t imagine myself with somebody else. I’m perfectly fitted to be with you.

But I’m afraid that I’m the only one who thinks that way so I asked Suga out. So that when things go perfectly between you and Jungkook, I can’t be left alone. And I think, if I can’t erase my feeling for you, if I can’t unlove you, I’ll just love somebody else more than the feelings I have invested for you. And with these thoughts in mind, I fell asleep.

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So lame, I'm sorry :(