I'm sorry, I know I should've updated long ago but I can't find any will to write. Please bear with me. For the past two months (December and January) I've experienced two deaths in our family so I'm still grieving especially with my uncle who died. I was closest to him. I see him as a father so imagine waking up with the news that he's gone. He's the sweetest uncle anyone could ask for. Our reunions will never be the same without him. :((( At the same time,  I'm busy with my internship, undergrad research, writing protocols and conducting behavior analysis. I have a lot in mind so I don't know if I'll be able to update this month nor I can promise you that I'll be able to update next month (Tough luck and Second Chance) BUT i'm not going to stop my stories. All I'm asking is for your understanding and patience, I'm deeply hurt and stressed with what's happening in my life. So I 'm really sorry.