You guys deserve an explation to why I haven't been updating, I've been trying to update and go unnoticed but it's been 10 days now and I have some awesome readers so here it goes.

My Dad has cancer and he's been in hospital for 2 and a half weeks, it was meant to only be a week but he's not getting better fast enough. I will update when he's home which will hopefully be by wendesday but right now I really can't focus on studying, writing, or anything all I can do is drink hot chocolate, eat pizza, and have hot baths for comfort as I'm home alone all day every day while my mums visiting. I've only seen him twice and both times were really hard because he's just not the jolly dad joke dad I know at the moment. 

Honestly I'm really sorry and I will update but I have no motivation at the moment, I will update towards the end of the week when he's home and we've all got our lives back to normal I promise. 

Love you all, 

~Natt