Fairytale. I'm sure every little girls believe in FairyTales. Believe in Happy Ending in their own love stories. Believe that they would find their own prince Charming. Making up stories when you were little to your parents that you saw fairies eventhough you never seen them before. Dress up as Princesses with your little plastic Tiara with the fake wand just to make yourself like a princess. Trust me, I was one of them.

I was the kind of person who believe in FairyTales. I believe in Happy endings. I believe in Happy ever After. I believe my prince Charming would someday come to me with a white horse and will bring me to his castle. I dressed up as Princesses whenever I want to. Whenever I wear my plastic Tiara, I feel special. I feel like I am really a princess.

I may didn't own a 7 drawves like Snow White, but i used to play Snow white with 5 boys. Choi Seunghyun, Kwon Jiyong, Dong Youngbae, Kang Daesung and Lee Seungri. They're my childhood friends. Kwon Jiyong would always play the role of Grumpy since that's his personality. He would always remind me of reality. Remind me that Fairytales would never exist and there is no such thing as Fairytale, and remind me that there's no such thing as Forever. I hated him for saying that but for some reason, I fell in love with him. I was just 6 years old while he was 7 when we first met.

Out of 5 boys, he's the only guy who would always take care of me despite of his Grumpy attitude. He's my bestfriend. "Jiyong. I can be Jasmine while you can be alladdin. We both can travel around the world with our own magic carpet" I remebered that I once said to him. He laughed in return and said "That's ridiculous. I can't be Aladdin. I'm much more handsome than him." He mockingly said. He's like my playmate. We did everything together eventhough sometimes he mocked me.  My love for him grew bigger as we grow.

I may don't have a castle like those princess but I have my own play house. Me and Jiyong hangs there almost everyday. "Jiyong. I want to be a mermaid like Ariel! I want to have a friend like Sebastian and Flounder!" I whined at him making him laugh his of, as if what I had said just now was a biggest joke he had ever heard. "I can be both Sebastian and Flounder, Sandara. I'll make you laugh like Sebastian did to Ariel. And I'll be Flounder who comforts you everyday" He said. I smiled at that statement. Just a simple word from him could make feel at ease.

"But how about Princess Aurora? She has 3 fairies! Can you be my fairies too?" I asked as I lay my head on his shoulder. I heard him sigh as he smiled and look at me. "I'll be you fairies! I can be your anything. Dara, you really believe this Fairytales thing, do you? You're ridiculous" I slighlty pouted but smiled right away. That was one of the reason why I love him. He made me annoyed but made me comfortable at the same time.

Eventhough sometimes he didn't want to play Princess things with me, he would always ended up giving up and play with me instead. Me, crying was his weakness. He would always soothed me with his sweet words. I sometimes think that he has two person in his body. One second, he's all moody and grumpy, and one second he's all sweet and romantic. Its just funny how the person who makes you cry is the same person who makes you smile and happy.

"Why do you always wear gown, Sandara? We're in the playground" He asked. "Its princess thing, Jiyong. Princesses wears gowns everyday, every second, every hour, every where" I explained. He smirked instead. His oh so infamous smirks. I just feel like ripping that mouth of his sometimes whenever he does that. We both spent our time like that until he had to go. He had to go to New York. He's going to start his high school life there. When he informed me that, he's going. I cried. Again, like he always do. He carresses my smooth hair as he hugged my petite body. "Don't cry now, Princess. I'll be back soon. Don't worry. I promise" I kept his promise for years.

I went through a tough time in High school without him. I was 16. Without him, I feel nothing. High school, i met friends : Chaerin, Bom & Minzy. Like Jiyong, they were there for me when I'm down but what makes them different is that they believe in Fairytales just like me.  I hoped that he would come back to me with a white horse someday. I know.. Ridiculous as it sounds, but I somehow still believe in FairyTales eventhough I was 16. Jiyong is my prince charming. Jasmine has Aladdin & Cinderella has prince charming. But I have Kwon Jiyong. My own prince.

Kwon Jiyong is my prince. My Fairy Godmother. My Fairy. My drawf. My Goblin. My Sebastian & My Flounder.

He's my fairytale.