H O L D    M E    T I G H T

❝L o v i n g   y o u   i s   n o   m o r e   a  b e a u t i f  u l   m e m o r y .​❞

S N E A K   P E E K 

He closed his eyes, before his gaze returned to the picture. He frantically stood up; throwing the framed picture off his balcony just to hear his own heart shattered. He remained heartbroken, which meant only one thing; his love was pure, true and earthshakingly significant. Hoseok stared at the picture covered with glass shards on it before he looked away, screaming to his heart's content; trying to let all painful memories out from his mind and mainly from his heart, but he knew he couldn’t. He tried pushing all those memories down... down into the deepest part of his heart. That way, one would be able to see it. If he crushed it, maybe it would eventually go away. That's what he hoped for every day. But what could he do? He didn't really want to lose these memories at all…because his love for her was still alive and it never stopped growing, for his heart and mind only yearned for her. Her touch, her sound, her...presence. 

Staring at the picture helplessly, Hoseok sat at the corner of his bed, knees tucked into his chest and his arms wrapped around his quivering shoulders. And so, the sky went from dark gray to almost black. Suddenly, a loud thunder boom accompanied the first few raindrops that fell but he could honestly care less that the glass door that separated his room and the balcony was still left widely open. The rain fell like dead bullets shooting straight into his heart. Each drop hurt more than the previous and the more drops that fell, the more he felt his beating heart slowly tear apart piece by piece. He looked down, roughly wiping his hot tears and slowly moved to the balcony.

He stepped on the broken glass unknowingly, causing his bare foot to bleed, but he ignored the pain and tried to pick the picture that was already soaked by the rain drops when he suddenly froze. His ears caught a loud sound that came from outside of his room, he thought it was the striking sound of thunder, only to be surprised when it wasn't. Slowly, he walked out from his room and headed straight to the front door. The moment he opened the door, a small figure suddenly fell right into his embrace. Hoseok was taken aback, examining the half-conscious body covered by wet cloth as his eyes widened. Was he hallucinating or was this just another part of his nightmares?

HE,   HER   &  HIM.

 "Do you know that feeling…the feeling of being alive and dead, both at the same time? When it seems like you are just going through with different notions of life, without actually living it. I do, I know that feeling very well. I live with it, eat with it and often sleep with it. I hate you…no…I wish I do."

– J u n g   H os e o k  ( 2 1 ) .   

"I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep and wake up knowing that my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved."

– K w o n   J i h y e  ( 2 1 ) .

"Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them, waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again." –  K i m   S e o k j i n   ( 2 3 ) .

AUTHOR'S   NOTE 

This fanfic will only consist 2 chapters and the storyline will be quite simple/cliche too, so don't expect too much.Some of you might have read this story before since the original version of this fanfic was actually written for INFINITE. I decided to repost it and replace the main characters with BTS since BTS is my priority. Do drop your comments and let me know what's in your mind. Current poster and background made by PinkMinion from Never Mind Poster Shop. Previous poster made by sekaii from We Got Fired Graphic Shop. Chapter 1/2 poster  made by h-ipsteric. This story was advertised by The Forgotten Phoenix: Review & Advertisement Shop.

Thank you and happy reading.