When Life is Beautiful
Description
I bit hard on my lip to suppress the scream begging to erupt out of my mouth. I could taste the blood as my teeth sunk in deeper. People said blood tasted like iron, it tasted more like to me. I looked up at him staring at me. Let me help you. I scowled at him. I fight my battles alone, I spat.
Quotes
“I want to love you, what the hell is wrong with that”
“Nothing, it's just you'll end up disappointed”
“Why”
“I'll never be able to give myself fully to you Kai, you know I never will”
“Why the hell not. I thought you wanted this, I thought you wanted me”
“I do Kai! I've wanted you ever since I first laid eyes on you! I still wanted you even when you didn't want me”
“What's the problem then! Stay with me, be with me. I want you”
“I can't Kai.Im not normal I dont want to think. I have to escape, I can never stay”
"I need you "
“You think you do Kai. I'm not all you think I am. You deserve more. You deserve a woman who will promise to stay with you, who can offer you a future . What we have will be momentary, you deserve someone who will give themselves fully to you, I can't. I will grow bored and tired; I will use you and I will leave you”
"Am I not enough?”
“No Kai you're more than enough, more than I'll ever deserve. It's just I'm tainted, I always have been”
Foreword
Storyline
Her life had always revolved around thrills, adventures, new people,new anything., Alex never had room to stop. Most people felt humiliation that stopped them from doing something, but she welcomed it. She was never afraid.She didn't fear being alone in a place with no friends, anyone could be her friend, hell could be her friend When crazy enigmatic, vibrant Alex meets the mysterious, intense Kai, she changes. She sees life not as a game, but as a gift. She experiences many firsts with him. First time loving someone, first time being rejected, first time making love. She wanted to have goals, have direction just like him. Kai made her see life was beautiful.But she couldn't taint him with her problems.Because when you love someone, you want to protect them. You want to protect them at all costs, even if it's from yourself.
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