Chapter 1

Falling into the blackhole… I close my eyes, some minutes pass I felt myself stop from falling and heard someone say….

You can open your eyes now.

I slowly open my eyes but a get a blur vision as I blink my eyes repeatedly and got a clear view.

I was on the hallway, saw a lot of people getting busier but I was still confuse on what’s happening, I saw nurses running with a doctor, I follow my gaze where they going, then it hit me, I saw my other self running carrying a body with me the nurse came to help me and put that body to a moving bed, they fasten their moves moving that bed to the emergency room they run passed me as I saw who was that body. My body shakes as I widen my eyes and recognize it,

Tiffany?.....

They went faster to the emergency room as the other nurse was stopping me from getting closer to tiffany, I was crying hard and grabbing my hair hard as I lean my back to a wall and slowly seated myself to the ground, I was devastated and didn’t know what to do I put my hands to my face as I cried harder mumbling something, praying for tiffany’s safety…..

I approach my other self and was about to touch her when I heard someone said..

“What happen!!!!!!??”

I look up and saw Jessica, tiffany’s bestfriend… I look at my other self who was lost in words and couldn’t speak, she just look at Jessica sadly while crying,

I notice Jessica gritted her teeth and went closer to my other self and shouted at me.

“Please tell me what happen!!!!”

I flinch and getting scared…

“What did you do to her!!???”

Jessica grab my collar and force me to stand up and look at her, she’s looking straight to my eyes asking for answers while crying, I couldn’t talk feeling sorry to her, Jessica is shaking my body repeatedly but my other self stay silent, and looking down, I saw yuri approach Jessica stopping her. Jessica was struggling at yuri’s holds. I saw the emergency door open and the doctor approach us and said.

“We did everything we can….I’m sorry for your lost”….

The doctor tap my shoulder feeling sorry, I slowly shook my head and hold his shoulder and shaking him asking him that it’s not true, he just look down and keep saying sorry… i let go of my hand and run pass him and went to emergency room and saw tiffany’s body …..

I saw her lying on bed with no pulse…. She’s really dead?... this is not true.. I run towards and hug her tight.. telling her to wake up shaking her body forcedly.. Holding her face telling her that this isn’t the time to joke around… telling her how sorry I was…. Telling her that it’s all my fault and I can’t live without her… telling her not to leave me… I look to her crying begging her to come back to me, begging her not to leave me, caressing her face while crying to card that I can’t breathe….

I cried yuri and jessica’s cry shouting at me telling me to stay away from tiffany, telling me it’s all my fault, blaming me, she

She grabs my hand so hard as my body turn fiercely at her when she slap me so hard that its sting a lot .. she looks at me furiously as she grab me away from tiffany and push me so hard that I ended up being on the ground,

Telling me to go and I don’t deserve to stay with tiffany’s side anymore even now she’s dead already that it’s useless to show my care towards tiffany.

I shake my head telling Jessica that it’s not true, told her how much I love tiffany, she gritted her teeth told me hurtful words cursing at me, blaming me again and again, but I don’t care I deserve this harsh treatment, her best friend died because of me, I stand up and slowly approach Jessica telling her sorry that I wanted to stay with tiffany, but she push me again glaring at me telling me to go away. I cried in front of her, no words came out as I look at tiffany’s body, my hearts hurts a lot biting my lips telling myself that this can’t be happening, telling myself that this is just a dream, I saw yuri telling me to go for now calming jessica’s down, I slowly turn my body but I look again an