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“ ah it’s too early.. I need to take some fresh air outside”

It’s like every day.. . People still sleep, some of them getting ready for work.. But the most important thing is.. It’s still quiet and that’s what I like about it.. Now all I need to do is taking a small walk around the neighborhood.. it always refresh my mind it makes forget about the world and my worries for a second, and that’s what I need.. I really hate to face others, to face my problems….. To face myself             walking in the morning makes me escape from reality, escape from myself, sometimes I wonder what is the point of living in this life? I mean we’re living now facing a lot of problems in our life and then die.. so why not to just forget about our problems and die.. haha how funny I always wish to die but I never dared to do it.. Because I’m a coward ... I’m broken.

“Did you wipe the floor?”.. “Yes I did ma’am”… “Oh really? Is that how you wipe THE DAMN FLOOR!!!!” mrs. Kwon yelled at me .. “ but I really wiped the floor this morning and sure it’s clean!” I answered back “Are you trying to tell me that I probably don’t see right? “ “no I wasn’t….”  ** Slap**… “ clean it “    she went and all I hear is her high heels sound.. It’s okay don’t feel sorry for me.. I’m used to that.. really!!.. look I’m smiling.. don’t care about my teary eyes… so I wiped the floor for the second time  ,  ah damn it’s 7:35 AM … my school is too far.. now my teacher will kick me out of the class.. I immediately grabbed my back bag... put my shoes on and went running to the school

I arrived at school and as expected I was late.. I started to run to my class as fast as I could.. but !!!! I immediately stop and hide behind the wall…  here he is the perfect OH SEHUN and his gang outside the class.. actually they never go to their classes so sometimes I wonder why they even bother to come to school.. what a jerks ...... “ so  sehun tell us again what you did that woobin boy it’s really funny haha.. I wish I was there to watch him pee on his self” one of sehun’s friends said , his name is chanyeol that stupid he never stop laughing “ naah.. I told this story like million times it became boring.. but dabine’s stories never get boring” he smirked, they started to laugh, that jerk I swear I’m gonna let him regret it “ talking about dabine, we didn’t see her today morning which is weird”  kai said to sehun “she better not appear .. because if she did I’m gonna tear her apart for what she did to me last week “ haha too bad she’s fun “ that stupid chanyeol said again

 “ come on let’s go guys it’s boring her we have to go to somewhere more fun, kai  you will drive us since I don’t have my car anymore ” he gritted his teeth, his dogs followed him.. thank  god he finally went I sighed , does that means that he knows it was me?  , but I forgot about my teacher now he will  scold me in front of the class and then kick me out I sighed again and went to my class.   

                                                                                                                                                                            “mrs.choi I’m glad that you finally decided to join us mr. lu said “ I’m sorry it will never happen again” mr lu sighed “ you know there is no need to kick you out of the class when only 10 minutes are remain for the class, so go sit now on your seat” “ thanks mr.lu” and I went to my sea