Four

Unexpected Delivery
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Jongin’s feet pounded on the pavement as he tried to get thoughts of Ryu Inhee out of his head—with zero success. Since the moment he’d met her she’d invaded all of his thoughts, forcing him to keep busy, keep working, keep running. But even two days on his body won’t cooperate, refusing to find the quiet place in his mind where he could retreat from the world.

His sister wasn’t exactly helping, with her pointed remarks and regular updates on how baby and aunt was faring. Did she think he couldn’t see what she was doing? That the strings of her puppeteering were somehow invisible? But he did wonder how the baby was. Songju had said she was doing well, and the doctors hadn’t seemed worried when he’d left the hospital, but he knew better than most how precarious a new life was, how quickly it might be lost.

Turning for home, he tried to find his usual rhythm, but his feet carried him faster than he wanted, rushing him.

His mobile rang as he reached his flat, and Songju’s latest unsubtle update gave him all he needed to know. No news on the missing sister. Baby apparently doing well in the hospital. But somehow it wasn’t enough. What did that mean anyway? ‘Doing well in hospital.’ Surely if the baby was ‘doing well’ then she wouldn’t be in the hospital at all. She’d be home, tucked into a cot, safe. And this time Songju had not said anything about Inhee.

He hadn’t been able to think of a way to ask about her without raising suspicious eyebrows. He could hardly say, “And how about the aunt? The one with the glowing skin and the complicated expressions and the fierce independence? How’s she getting on?”

But he was desperate to know. Ryu Inhee seemed to have soaked into his mind until his every thought was coloured by her. It was no good. The only way he was going to get this woman and her niece out of his mind was to get some answers, some closure.

He saw her as soon as he walked onto the ward. He should have known that she would have been there all night. Had been there for two nights, he guessed. Her hair was mussed, rubbing up against the side of the chair she‘d curled into, but her face was relaxed, looking so different from when she’d wore that troubled, burdened expression before.

He knocked on the door, aware that he didn’t want to answer the questions that being caught watching her sleep would give rise to. Inhee sat bolt upright at the sound, her hand instinctively reaching for the cot, eyes flying towards the baby. Only once she was satisfied that she was sleeping soundly did she turn towards the door. Her eyes widened in surprise, and he realised how unguarded she was in the moment after waking up—how her expression shifted as her eyes skimmed over him appreciatively.

There was no mistaking the interest there, and his stomach tightened in response as he fought down the instinctive reaction. Eventually her eyes reached his, and he saw her barriers start to build as she emerged properly from sleep. Her back straightened and her face grew composed.

The rational, sensible, thinking part of his brain breathed a sigh of relief. He was glad that she was as wary as he was of this energy he felt flowing and sparking between them, the pill that he felt between their bodies. Much as he might find her attractive, he would never act on that. He wasn’t the kind of man she needed in her life. When she found someone she’d need a partner—a father for this child and the ones that would come in the future. She would need someone she could rely on, and he knew he wasn’t capable of being that man.

But the part of his brain less removed from his primal ancestors groaned, trying to persuade him to get that dreamy look back on her face, to seduce her into softness.

“Morning,” he said, rather more briskly than he’d intended. “I brought coffee. I know the stuff here’s awful.”

“Morning. Thanks…”

Her voice was as wary as her expression, and he’d guessed that he wasn’t the only one would thought that they would never see each other again after he’d left the hospital. He wondered if shed found it as impossible not to think of him as he had of her. Of course not, he reasoned. She had the baby to think about—there was probably no room I her life right now for anything other than feeding, nappies and sleep.

At the sound of her voice the baby had started to stir, and Inhee automatically reached out a hand to her cheek.

“How is she?”

“She’s fine…good. They’ve said that I can take her home today.”

Home. So that settled it, then. Songju had been right the other day—Inhee was going to look after the baby as her sister had asked. And that meant he’d been right to fight off this attraction. Because if there was one thing he was certain of it was that he could never get involved with someone who had a child. He could never again open himself up to that sort of hurt.

Even if Inhee’s sister returned, he couldn’t imagine that Inhee saw a future without children.  He’d seen the melting look in her eyes as she’d gazed down at her niece—there was no hiding her maternal instincts.

“That’s good. I’m glad she’s okay.” Now that he had his answer he felt awkward, not sure why he had come. No doubt Inhee was wondering what he was doing there, too. Or perhaps not. Perhaps his real interest was as transparent as it had been opaque to him.

Perhaps he had imagined this energy and attraction—imagined the way her eyed widened whenever her skin brushed against his, the way she flushed in those rare moments when they both risked eye contact. Maybe she saw him as nothing other than the Good Samaritan who had happened to be there when she needed someone. If only she knew that when someone else had really needed him, when they’d relied on him to be there for them, he’d let them down.

He glanced up at the name plate above the crib and realised that the little girl was no longer nameless.

“Nari?” he asked, surprise in his voice. Songju hadn’t mentioned that.

“It seemed to suit her,” Inhee said with a shrug. “It’s not off

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Srrc19
#1
Chapter 9: One day hopefully I see an update for this, Always have been a fan of your writings.
Moonlight_23 #2
Chapter 9: Uhmm okayy so even though jongin has been acting that way i still like his character.Can't wait for their story to unfold and perhaps watch jongin overcome his fears (?)
Moonlight_23 #3
Chapter 8: So they decided to friend and then kiss (?)
vampwrrr
#4
Chapter 9: I'm just curious, and I don't mean this in a rude way, but you seem so diligent about completing your stories, that I wonder why you didn't finish this one. Did you lose interest? Well, regardless, I like it, as I like all of your stories. They're like reading romance novels.
intomynewworld #5
Chapter 9: I could understand Jongin. The traumas of the past would never be so easy to wave off. Being afraid of getting hurt again, that's one of the worst fears there is. It's a feeling that can hold you back from doing things and committing yourself to anything or anyone at all. It's sad, but I do hope that they can come around in this story. I've always loved how your stories are so domestic and how they deviate from the usual fanfictions here on aff. You are an amazing author. :)
yasminchoi #6
Chapter 9: hi i stumbled into one of your stories yesterday and i have read all of you stories, i dont know why i havent read your stories before-they are amazing by the way-keep up the good work authornim and i really hope you update soon!!
j-ngin
#7
Chapter 9: I love Jongin's character so much omg, poor guy being torn between his past and his attraction to her... I'm excited to see where it's going next, I can't wait to see their feelings for each other evolve! I hope Jongin will be able to accept the fact that he deserves to love and be loved again and to have another chance for happiness and a family ;;;;
mrsweasley #8
Chapter 9: Just found this and I love love love love it!! The tension <3 I can't wait for more chapters!
superdupper
#9
Chapter 9: I love jong in character. It's different from other authors stories. In your story jong in is not playboy mostly every authors will describe him as a playboy but in yours he's not. .. And inhee too such a caring aunt for taking care nari. I bet this story is different from others. This story is so interesting . I love it so much.
junmyeonese
#10
Chapter 9: Damn i love jongin's character so much