Even when we fail at times, or make bad decisions, we are able to stand up again.
We grew up looking back at our mistakes as we go on our life.
Love is too, all about learning and experiencing.

 

 

 

In life oppoutinity is something fast which goes by quickly if you don't grab it. If you can't reach it, you have to wait for an another chance.
But there are some oppourtinities you can't just miss out.

 

 

Yifan didn't want to let go again, let this chance run away from him.

 

He was selfish, a bastard, he hated himself...

He soaked himself in self-hate, depressing thoughts found their way into his mind, the fact that he was alone was the worst as the days went by without his other half.

 

Yifan now was just a desperate man, full of regrets. 

 

And now he wanted to take half of his regrets away, making up for it.

He wanted to press the rewind button.

 

 

But then will he ever found out how much Chanyeol means to him?

He wants Chanyeol back.

 

 

That's why in this moment he gives up the self hate against himselft. That's why he won't regret.

That's why he won' be desperate. That's why he won't make the same mistake twice. That's why he is now more confident.

 

That's why he will take the risk.

 

 

And he closes the distance, what he started.

 

 

 

 

As each minutes pass by, Chanyeol becomes more scarred.

He listens every little sounds, and prepare for any jumpscares.

 

He becomes a fidgeting mess, and he starts to freeze not from the sounds of the park or the drunken man lingering around somewhere near by but because he is really cold. It's a goddamn chilling night.

 

He starts to relax, to decrease his heartbeat. He begins a soft tune while thinking of happy and memorable things. He begins thinking deeply, dreaming about what the future will hold for him.

 

It works, he is no longer scared, but he still doesn't know what to do to reach his hotel.

 

There aren't any staff, or taxis at this time.

 

He really considering just to lie down on the bench and waitfor his manager.

 

He could give him a call later.

 

 

He sits down on the bench, nearly falling asleep when somebody taps his shoulder.

 

He doesn't want to look up, because he is so damn terrified.

 

Maybe he shouldn't have watched so many horror movies.

 

But he looks up.

 

And see his Hyung, he is not sure but he might have a heartattack.

 

 

 

 

,,Erm, Chanyeol hi.."  

 

,,Hyung?"

 

,,Well, I heard there is a traffic. And I uh..I just finished my work. I could give you a ride.."

 

,,Oh, my manager will pick me up"

 

,,Then I will wait with you..it's more safe that way"

 

,,You don't have to"

 

,,I feel like i have to"

 

...

 

,,I think I will accept your offer, could you please take me to the OXE Hotel?"

 

,,Sure, then follow me"

 

,,Are we walking? If I remember correctly you said...-

 

,,I have a car, I will give you a lift to your hotel."

 

,,Okay, thanks."

 

 

 

The car ride is painfully awkward. Deadly silence fills up the atmosphere which is almost suffocating.

 

Only fearful glances are fighting.

 

Words stay hidden.

 

 

 

 

 

Eventually they arrive at OXE Hotel.

 

This is the cruical moment.