Kyuhyun and Changmin are on their way back to home from their school. Kyuhyun still thinking about what happens last night. He don't remember if he get in the house and change his clothes before he sleep. He only remembered that he was fall in sleep while waited for his clothes to dry. 'Am I sleep-walking?'

"Hey Kyu! Do you hear what I say?" Changmin asking Kyuhyun again when the last question from him was only got a silent answer.

Maybe someone had helped me last night. But who? The others are still like the same, nothing weird. Hankyung still smiling at me like usual. Donghae still greet me morning even I am ignoring him. And Ryeowook smile at me. Wait what? Ryeowook smile at me? That is not usual!! 

"Yah Kyu!! Am I talking to a wall? Where is my friend! Are the alien had take control on you? Kyu! Kyu!!" Changmin shouts near Kyuhyun's ear make him jump from the shocks.

"Aww Changmin! What are you doing!!!" Kyuhyun rubs his ears that still have a sound of rustling from the high-pitching shouts.

"Your faults! You ignore me all the way from school. What is in your head? Spill it." Changmin ask ignoring the glares from Kyuhyun.

"Can't you ask me nicely?"

"Nicely? That's not so me if you still remember who I am Kyu." 

"Argh, why I have a best-friend like you?" Kyuhyun left him behind, continue his walks.

"Why? You ask me why? Well of course because only me can stand to be with you. By the way, spill it what in your mind!! Kyuuuuu.." Kyuhyun just ignoring the whining from his best-friend behind him. 

They have reaching Changmin's home. He already want to bid a goodbye when Changmin stop him. Changmin stares him seriously.

"I know you have a lot of secrets, but can you tell me what is in your mind? You look unfocused Kyu, even in the class earlier. Tell me, I am here to listen." Changmin said calmly. That is what we like from Changmin, even he is crazy and annoying sometimes, but he really know Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun just smile at him and ruffles the taller hair.

"It's nothing Minnie. I am just thinking about something." Changmin pouts at his answer.

"About what? The people at your home?" 

One thing about Kyuhyun is that he had a lot of secrets from the people around him even Changmin. Till today, he never invites Changmin to the mansion. Changmin knows that he had lost his parent, but Changmin never knows that he had 12 older brother. He always prefer them as the people who live in the mansion and he just lodges there. And be as crazy as he is, Changmin once followed him back secretly. But, he got caught by Kyuhyun and that's made them fought for a while. Changmin never to do that again and Kyuhyun is very grateful to meet a person like Changmin as his best-friend. 

"Nope. It just something that not important." 

Changmin knows Kyuhyun is lying again. But he just keep silent. He really wants to know what the secret about him, why he is lying. But the 4 years of friendship make him respect every Kyuhyun's decisions. He believe that Kyuhyun kept it as secret because he still not ready to share. And Changmin okay with it, everyone must have their 'personal space' right. 

"Fine if you don't want to tell me. But at least, tell me are you going to the trip next month?"

"About that, I am not sure Min. I... I will think about it okay?"

"Okay then. But, if you don't go, I am not too. Just, don't feel the same without my friend."

"Aww so sweet of you Minnie." Kyuhyun teasing him.

"Stop it. Enough! Just back to your home. Bye!!" Changmin slams the door right in Kyuhyun's face. 

"Yah, how dare you!! Bye Minnie." Kyuhyun left the house and laughs when he heard the shouts from Changmin from inside the house. 

"Be careful!!" 

He just met Changmin 4 years ago but he never thought that they will be so close. He walks slowly reminiscing the day where he first met Changmin.

It is a snowy day. 10 years old Kyuhyun is sitting along on one of the bench in the playground. He is very upset. He was teased again by the other kids on the street. Is it wrong for not having a parent? It's not like he wished for it. Why everyone hate him. Why they love to bully him! He never get in anyone matters before. He just be alone at the corner in his class. He want to have friend, he want to play with the others, but why. Why everyone don't want him? Leeteuk said that appa and umma leave them because of me. My twin sister died because of me. What is my fault? 

The boy cried silently. Not like people will care about him either. He was far from everyone. He is alone. He born to be alone. 

"Hey you. Are you okay?" Kyuhyun heard a voice near him. But he just ignores it. Whoever the owner of voice is, it must be not for him. Nobody want to talk to him.

"Hey you." The hand that touch his shoulder make him realized that someone is talking to him. He looks at the boy around his age besides him. The boy in black thick coat. "What happens to you? Why are you crying here alone?" 

Is this is only my imagination? It impossible right for someone to talk with me? Kyuhyun keep asking himself. He blinked his eyes to the boy in front of him. The boy just chuckled.

"You know, you are so cute. What is your name?" The boy said and sit beside him on the bench looking at him. I am not dreaming.

"I... I am Kyuhyun.." His voice is trembling because of the cry he had earlier. He is so shy.

"Well nice to meet you Kyuhyun. I am Changmin, Shim Changmin. I just move here last week." Oh, that's why I never see him before. What if Changmin knows about me. Will he still talks to me? 

Kyuhyun's pout make Changmin weird. "Why Kyuhyun?" 

Kyuhyun just shaking his head, lowering his head down.

"Kyuhyun, do you want to be my friend? Well, I still didn't know anyone from here yet. You're the first person I talk to." That question hit Kyuhyun ears. The tears tormed again in his eyes. Changmin only know he is crying when the tears drop on the snow under them.

"Why you keep crying? Am I making you cry? I am sorry then." Changmin start to get worried. He don't know why the boy keep crying. It make him feel guilty in sudden.

"No, not your fault. I am sorry. Not all the kids here want to be my friends. I'm just don't want you to regret it later." Kyuhyun said slowly but Changmin can heard it.

"Why I have to regret it? I honestly want to be friend with you."

"Really?" He looks at Changmin closely. At first Changmin was shocked but then he give his smiles to the boy in front him.

"Even if I don't have parent? Even I don't have friends?" Kyuhyun still asking him. Kyuhyun don't know why he feel very excited and open easily to the boy that he just met a minutes ago. Someone want to be friend with him. He just want to have a friend. Please say yes.

"Yes, why not? I am sorry about your parent. But, I can be your first friend right?" The taller boy nods his head to Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun smile widely and for the first time Changmin saw the smile, his heart know they can be best-friend. He also smile to that boy.

"Friends?" Kyuhyun let out his hand and Changmin shaking it with his hand.

"Friend."

And the next thing he knows is that Changmin had been with him for years. Even they fought and hurting each other before, but they still be together till this day. 

Kyuhyun open the front door and whispers silently. "I'm back."

But who he is kidding for, of course there is nobody to greet him. Everyday, there is nobody waiting for him in home. Well maybe only the wind and silentness greet him. He take the stairs and get in his room. 'Appa, umma. I am back.' 

Kyuhyun let his body fall down flatly on the bed. He thinking back about the trip nest month. What should he do? If he wants to go there, he needs money. And where can he get the money? Kyuhyun also have a share in their parent wealthness but everything was handled by Leeteuk as the older son. At least they are not very bad right? They still give him his properties as one of the son. They just hate him? Well, that's it. 

The problem is, he don't feel the right to ask for it from Leeteuk. Sometimes, he scared of him. Leeteuk is so cold to him. Should I take a job? Can I? Is there is people who want to hire a 14 years old kid like me? Should I try?