Kyuhyun close his door and sit quietly on the bed. Ryeowook is talking with him earlier? Is it true? Why? How come? Does he is care about me? The questions keep appearing in his mind.

"Argh! Why should I think about it. Maybe he is drinking or maybe he is not in his right mind. Stop thinking about it is better. I need sleep and works again tomorrow. Just sleep Cho Kyuhyun." Kyuhyun mumbles to himself before cleaning his body and calk it a day. 

Kyuhyun just used to live for 10 years without talking to them. Used to do everything alone without their care. Maybe that is the reason why he can't accept it easily if they want to break the wall that he made around him since years ago.

Yesung is laying on his back looking at the frame of their family while their parents is still alive. The photo was taken when he got his new camera as a present from the appa for his birthday. He is very happy back there. They always laugh together, teasing each other even their umma always mad at him. Yesung still remembered the first time he ask his umma to get a turtle as a pet. Umma and appa has weird expression around their face. Thinking about it make Yesung laughs. 

"Umma!! Appa!!" Yesung shouts calling for their parent. 

"We are here Sungie. Come here." The appa answer him from inside the close door.

"Appa umma! Can I get a permission?" Yesung ask excitedly. He keep jumping on the floor.

"About what Sungie? And can you stop jumping like that. I can get a headache because of you honey." The umma said.

"Can I keep a turtle? Pleasee..." 

"Turtle?? Why is that?" The appa and the umma look at each other weirdly. The appa shaking his head to the umma.

"Because I found it cute. Can we keep it?" Little Yesung is very excited. His eyes got bigger than usual.

"Well, sure if you insist but..." Before the appa finished his talking, Yesung had runs out of the room shouting happily. The umma just laughed loudly at his son and her husband funny face.

Yesung jumping happily to the yard where his other brothers were. They were rounding on the grass looking focusely on something. 

"Move move!! The owner of the turtle is coming!" Yesung said proudly pushed Sungmin and Kangin that evading his way to the centre of the round.

"What? You want to keep this turtle?" Shindong ask amusedly.

"Yes, appa and umma have gave me the permission." 

"You with your small hands and the big head. I am not amuse if you are interested in something like this." Heechul said while his eyes keep looking on the mirror in his hand.

"Sungie-hyung have a pet turtle! Wookie also want a pet!" 

"Don't say it is a giraffe." Kibum said boringly at his twin.

"Hey Bummie! What is wrong with that?" Ryewook said poutly.

"Yeah yeah. Then Hyuk will get a monkey, Hae will get a nemo fish, Wonnie will get a hoarse, Min will get a pink bunny, and Dongie will get a pig so that he can get the meat everyday. Our beautiful house will be a zoo soon. Oh, I am pitying my life." Heechul said with his drama again. 

Yesung open his eyes once again. How cute are they when they are kids. Yesung rolled his body to the sides hugging the pillow. But, Kyuhyun never get a chance to feel all that. He was growing alone. Yesung admits that he never thought about Kyuhyun even once. He never look closely at the boy. And now he is wondering, how Kyuhyun living his life all this time. He just 14 years old. 

'Umma appa. What have I done to my own brother?' 

Yesung miss them so much. He hugs the pillow tightly before fallen in deep sleep. Leaving all the reality behind.

Ryeowook is sitting alone on the balcony outside. The breeze at night is so cold but it also make him feel peaceful. The moon is looking brightly with the stars that beautifully shining on his sides. That all make him thinking about their family. I am the moon, my brothers are the stars. They always with me no matter what happens. Since their parent is gone, his brothers keeps holding his hands tightly. They have each other. They care for each other. 

'Why you care?' 

The cold words from Kyuhyun earlier ringing in his ears once again. But what about Kyuhyun? Am I very cruel to him? Is it wrong for me to care about him? 

'But you never care about him before Wookie.' The inner side of him said. 

"Wookie, Bummie!! Happy birthday!!" Their brothers wishing them loudly. They have arrange a little birthday party for the twins. Ryeowook is very happy that day. It was 3 years after their parents died, he is 7 years old. 

"Wookie Bummie, try this cake. I make it special for you two, my brothers." Sungmin said handed them a piece of cake.

"Thanks Min-hyung!" They eat the cake happily. It is very delicious, Sungmin hyung is really good in making the cake.

"Wookie, Bummie. My brothers has becomes older. Hyung promise you that hyung will always taking a good care for both of you. If you sad, just come to me okay. I am always here for you." Leeteuk said his speech while hugging the two. Kibum and Ryeowook kiss each of Leeteuk cheek lovingly.

'But you never there for Kyuhyun, hyung.'

While everyone are busy chatting and eating the cake, Ryeowook saw a 3 years old toddler comes closer to him and the present he got from his brothers in front of him. Kyuhyun take one of the present and start playing with it. Ryeowook don't like it. He don't want the gift broken. He is getting mad when he see Kyuhyun biting the cute giraffe paper that wrapping the gift. It was from Siwon hyung. He get up from his sits and grabs the gift harshly from Kyuhyun. 

The toddler take another box in front of him and each time Ryeowook will also grabs it from the toddler small hand. The toddler feel very angry and upset. He grabs back one of the gift in Ryeowook hand and tearing the wrapping paper apart to pieces. Ryeowook who see his gift broken feel more angry and irritated with the toddler. He push the toddler hardly making him his head bumped to the floor and start crying. 

"Ahjumma!!" Leeteuk shouts loudly from the room. Everyone just ignoring the crying toddler on the floor including Ryeowook. 

"Yes Leeteuk-shi. Oh, I am really sorry. I'm just leaving him for a while to make his milk." The ahjumma picks the toddler up and hushed him. 

"Just take him out from here." Leeteuk said coldly ignoring her. Ryeowook smile sattisfiedly once the ahjumma and the crying toddler out from the room. Not a little, he felt guilty in his heart  for doing it. 

"Hyung, what about my gift? Look, his saliva is everywhere and it is broken." Ryeowook sobs.

"It's okay Wookie. Hyung will buy you a new one okay?" 

What have you done Wookie? You are very unfair to Kyuhyun. I am a bad brother am I? That's why Kyuhyun is very cold to me. It is because I am also cold to him for all this time. I can't imagine myself to be in your shoes Kyuhyun. 

'I am sorry..'

The dark of the night have witnessed the tears that fallen heavily from the teenager that curled himself alone in the corner of his room.