Syasya was overloomed with the feeling of shame and guilt. Unable to hold in the great tide of emotions that she was going through, she grabbed onto her phone tightly, bringing it towards her forehead and prayed hard as she allowed her tears to flow out like rivulets. A sudden grief, remorse and a slight depression covered her light a thick choking blanket.

In about 15 minutes, she reached right in front of Jay's doorstep. Hastily, since they live together most of the time, with shivering hands, she searched for the key in her bag and unlock the door. She was undergoing a lot of mix emotions which caused her to feel afraid but at the same time curious and worry about Jay's condition after the phone line went dead. Many negatives thoughts were bombarding her mind on what might happened.

The silent atmoshpere was making her feel more anxious in a bad way. As she stepped on the cold marble flooring, she pasued for a while as Jay's saying was lingering in her mind, "Whatever happens when you reach, whether I make it or not, I want to apologise for the wrong things that I've done to you and I'll love you forever alright?" 

 

"Aiish oh my God, why am I having a bad feeling about this? The house is so silent, it couldn't be he..tsk...tsk... oh God no...tsk..no..no..," she lamented in fear

 

Putting her negative feelings aside, she ran up the stairs and into their bedroom. She straight away barged in as she saw Jay laying unconsciously on the bed, his body being wrapped by the cream quilt.

 

"NO!!! Babe, wake up!!! You're joking aren't you? Come on, stop fooling around now! NO!!! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!! TSK..TSSK...PLEASE...please I'm begging you. Jay don't leave me!! Tsk..tssk...," she wailed in agony, helding onto his hand tightly

Jay showed no sign of respond or movement in return which caused Syasya to lament grievously upon losing someone she loves. She cried on Jay's chest when without any warning, Jay smirked playfully and pulled her in bed together with him.

 

"AAHH!" Syasya accidentally screamed in bewilderment as Jay pinfall her causing her to land beside him

 

Fooling around he surrounded his arms around her waist and pretended to sleep, drifting her closer to his body till there was zero spacing between them.

 

"Babe!! What the---what on earth are you doing? You're sick," Syasya said in a worried tone

"Sssshhhh...relax, I'm already cured because you're with me love," Jay said, still with his eyes shut

"Bae come on, don't lie to me ok. Let me go, I'm so worried about you now. We'll talk about your sickness," Syasya begged trying to used her strength to remove his grip but failed to do so

"Can we please stay like this for a while  please?"

 

Jay's dearly voice never fail to win her heart that she decided to remain calm and be in his grip, this time facing him.

 

"My princess look more beautiful than I expected," he complimented wiping off her tears

"Jay, what sickness are you having? I'll do whatever I can to let you live," Syasya assured, caressing his face with full of care

"Haiz... this sickness is hard to be cured actually,"

 

Her heart shattered upon hearing that devastating news that she could not control her sadness she leaned against Jay's chest and cried.

"Hahahahahahahaha~~~~~," Jay immediately laughed continuously

"Why are you laughing? Its not funny ok, it's your life we're talking about here!!!! Be serious babe!" 

"I am being serious. Yah, it's all a prank my dear Syasya. My AOMG members including Diana are part of it too! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!! Gotcha!!!" Jay revealed

***

"For God sake, is Simon for real? He didn't even plan the prank for God sake! I did! Pfft, I wonder when will he get over it," Gray  said

"It's ok Gray, I feel him though. That's how you react after drinking 5 cans of beer continuously," Loco added  

"I....ahahahaha oh my God, Simon...how did...ahahahahahahahha, you can thank me later Jay.. I know.. I know my plan is always the best. Ahahah~~~, " Simon slurred his words followed by a random, high laugh

***

"Seriously? I got worried for nothing?"

 

While Jay was enjoying his laugh, Syasya automatically seethed with indignation, feeling so annoyed that she could easily fell for his acting. She rolled her eyes away from Jay with full of hatred. Then, Jay stopped as he sense his girlfriend's frustrations.  Still trying to control his laughter, he decided to use his comforting words to win her heart back.

 

"Sya? Come on babe, it's normal for pranks to happen during birthdays," Jay comforted

"I don't mind you throwing a prank or whatever but do you know you just scare the out of me? I really thought your life is at risk and you know how much we both don't want to  lose each other. What if it seriously happen? What if you really have some sickness? Please don't do that next time? Now I'm having doubts about whether you really have a sickness. Haiz...Tsk..tsk...," Syasya let out what she felt

"Awwww, come here (embrace her). Sorry princess. I promised it won't happened again, we won't lose each other," Jay promised, kissing the tip of her head

 

They stayed in that position for a few minutes as Jay her back, rocking her from side to side to calm her down. Once she was ok, Jay insisted her to follow him to the rooftop of his apartment and already forgiven him for what he had done, she agreed to it. Both intertwined their hands together as they climbed up the stairs to the open space rooftop as cool breeze brushed against their skin.

Syasya was mind blown and amazed on what Jay had prepared for her. Jay blushed nervously hoping that his effort was not being put to waste. They walked around the entire rooftop as Syasya admire the nice decorations of their pictures being hanged nicely and neatly on the allowance space on the fairy lights strings, complete with comfortable cushions.

"Babe, this is lovely. Thank you so much. I love you!" Syasya thanked and hugged him tightly

"For you, anything. Sit down, I have prepared a performance for you," he said

 

He retrieved his brown acoustic guitar that was resting on  the guitar stand and sit in front of her. He then strummed the first chord and sang Syasya's favourtie song of his with full of emotions.

"Baby, you are my star~~~~it's always been you"

Syasya bashfully clapped when the sweet, touching performance ended. Jay placed the guitar aside and poured two glasses of champange for the both of them. They took some time to enjoy the star gazing moment when Jay's arms surrounded her shoulders with full of love and protection, smelling those sweet fragrance of her dark brown silky hair that was smoothly hitting against his cheeks due to the strong breeze.

He knows how much Syasya loved star gazing and those mesmerizing dimples which was the first thing that attracted him during their first meeting at a music video set, was being displayed on her face would always capture his heart no matter what. Like being under a strong spell, Jay did not realised that he was staring at her without even a blink. His imaginative mind then tend to imagine how her reaction would be as he proceed on to his next surprise.

 

"What?" Syasya who could finally sense his stare asked

"What? Is it a crime to stare at my own girl?" he teased

"It's not obviously but that's the longest stare you've ever given me. And why are you looking so nervous all of a sudden? Hahahaha," she laughed

"Me nervous?? Aha, you gotta be kidding me,"

"I'm serious babe. Your cheeks are burning red, like bright red. Awwwwww, its cute to see a tough looking man blush! LOL!!!" she made fun of him

"No, I'm not blushing!!!! Nah, I'm not the type to blush easily, HAHAHAHAH stop looking gosh! Hahahaahah~~" Jay said in denial and end up laughing

"Liar! Hahaha,"

"Hahahaaaooowwwuucchhh!!! Ouch, oh crap!!!" Jay cried in pain as he crouched and endured the pain in his stomach

"Oh goodness, you alright? Bae, what's wrong? Let me help," Syasya offered

"It's ok oouucchh!! Stay here I need to go to the loo, I'll be right back. OUCH~~!!!!!" Jay cried and ran clumsily downstairs

"But...hahaha alright then...,"

***

15 minutes felt like a few hours as boredom immediately strikes Syasya, causing her to entertain the guitar while waiting for Jay to come back. The level of annoyance just kept increasing and the thought of Jay forgetting about her seemed real. She sighed in frustrations and her patience were already off limit. Furiously, she made her way downstairs when a large bouquet of red roses welcomed her the moment she went down the final steps. 

This time the feeling she was experiencing totally hits her emotionally followed by tears of happiness, flowing uncontrolably out from those eyelids like waterfalls. Jay from the back placed a rose flower at the side of her hair and gave a long, back hug filling it with full of affection. Syasya went speechless as they faced each other and could only display continuous smile to him.

 

"Look who is blushing now eh? Hahahaha~~~" Jay boasted and pinched those soft cheeks of her

"Damn, you're a guy with lots of surprises. I don't know how many litres of tears I've shed. Honestly, thank you for everything today, in fact everyday. I know just by saying thank you verbally could not repay what you've done for me on this special day but I promised to be a good girlfriend to you for as long as we're together," she promised, assuringly

"Hmmm....before today ends which will be in a few minutes, can I make you cry for the last time? Please? I promise after this, I'll make you the happiest girl on earth," Jay requested

 

With no other choice and having her full trust on him, she nodded her head slowly, hoping she would not have a heart attack next. With no further a due, Jay took a deep breath and kneel down right before her. He took out a mini red velvet, heart shape box. Syasya, covered and controlled herself after knowing very well what's coming next.

The fear feeling within Jay was so intense to the point that he was actually shivering as he took out his phone to search for the beat he was working on with Gray a few days ago for this special proposal. He cleared his throat and played the beat as he rap whatever he felt about Syasya sincerely.

Uh- yo, listen up,

This is for my girl..

Your truly the best,a bless, the greatest girl i know,
you made my life worth living, baby and it shows.
I want to have you c
loser to me,
to feel happly home.
i want to promise that i'll never leave you alone.
For one thing i'm really sure for you my love has no end?
And nothing in this world can separate us,
So until then 

Not a day go by that I don't think of you.
Sitting here contemplating will my dreams come true.
No one is perfect in life, but you're so perfect for me.
I can't describe how your love sets me free.
My life won't be okay until you're by my side.
Without you i'd be empty,so be my bride!

Will you marry me?
By your side i'll be.
Will you marry me?
By your side i'll be!

For one thing i'm really sure for you my love has no way?
And nothing in this world can separate us,
So until then

Syasya will you marry me?

"YES!!!! YES!! DEFINITELY!!! OMG!!! Thank you my love!!"

She was so on cloud nine, she gave her future husband a big hug and of course thanking God in her heart that her prayers of being on good terms with Jay was being answered.

 

"No thank you for appearing in my life. Ok, from now on no more crying session for you. I'll ensure to maintain this smile of yours forever. May I slot the ring now?" Jay asked in a gentleman manner

 

She shoved her hand gently to him. The ring was halfway down when Jay went all panic stricken.

 

"Oh !! No, no this can't be happening!" Jay said disappointingly

"Why? What's wrong?"

"Ugh damn it!! I bought the wrong size! It could not go through!!" Jay panic

"Huh? Oh God, it's ok babe. Hey it's fine, we could get another one soon. Don't worry ok? My answer never changes. It's still a yes," Syasya cheered him up

"AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I was only kidding baby! LOL!!!! Sorry, you're way too cute when this happened!" Jay laughed and slotted the ring fully in her finger

"YAH!!!! You're so cruel!! Aiish, but still I can't seem to hate you for some reason hahaha,"

"Aww that's a nice thing to say. Be prepared bae, there is more coming up in the future, hehehe," he warned, playfully

"Awww, sounds interesting, we'll see if karma does it's job well ok love? hehehe,"