The relapse

Unexpected

The next morning i was up before all the boy's, I decided to make breakfast as i was in a good mood, Making sure i didn't wake Leo i snuck out of bed gentley lifting his arm off me, I herd him stir slightly.

"Kay...Come back to bed..." Omg he couldn't look anymore perfect his hair was that y bed hair look and he was rubbing his eyes, I stood staring at him looking so perfect, scratching his head he giggled at me.

"I-Im going to make breakfast...Pancakes?" Before he could answer the question i walked out the door, Bright red and smiling right from ear to ear skipped into the kitchen bumping into someone.

"Morning Kay!" It was N 

"Morning Oppa" Still red and still smiling N grabbed my arms and looked straight at me, Scanning my emotions.

"Your happy....Really happy..." He looked at me then at the open bedroom door

"Did Taekwoon make you happy?" I shuffled my feet biting my lower lip.

"Maybe...Please don't be mad...I feel safe..." my smile dissapered N looked back at me and my cheek.

"Please don't be sad...Your getting better" He smiled at me and ruffled my hair.

"Pancakes!" Beaming a smile at N i skipped into the kitchen singing to myself, After about 10 mins of cooking i turned around to see Leo standing behind me, He did make me jump a little but only because i wasn't expecting him to be there...Why you so quiet!

"Sorry i didn't mean to scare you..." He gave me the most addorable apologetic eyes ever, I smiled and turned back to cooking, Suddenly i felt 2 arms wrap around my waist, Then a warm body against my back, Then a head appered next to mine.

"It smells delicious" He kissed my cheek, I blushed and caught his eye, Then he walked off towards the table setting out the plates and cuttlery.

"Morning Leo and Kay" Ken came walking in smelling the air.

"Breakfast is ready" Bringing the pancakes over to the table i noticed Leo smiling at me.

"N...I want to go for a walk this morning...I feel so great" I gave an eye smile to him

"Fine ok...But please keep your phone on you" Pointing his finger at me the other boys laughed...Leo was not keen on the idea of me going alone, Sure i felt great but anything could happen.

"Just to the park...I wont be long" I smiled and walked into the room and got changed into a black skirt black tights, a red top, a black belt and a cheked poncho, When i walked out of the room n looked me up and down.

"Kay!..You cant go out like that!" I stomped my foot

"But i want to i feel girly today!" I stuck my tongue out and grabbed my phone and headphones

"BE CAREFUL!" N shouted after me

Leo's POV
I felt her move out of bed early, smiling to myself i let her go, I lay there silently watching her walk out to door towards the kitchen pleading her to come back to bed, She says she is making pancakes and carry's on, 10 minuets pass and i can smell the sweet smell coming from the kitchen forcing me out of bed, She was singing to herself, Smiling i walked over to her and hugged her from behind. I herd a door open and retreated to the table to set it out. Breakfast looked amazing and tasted amazing, She dissapered to get changed and said she was going for a walk...Not on her own I wont allow it.

"Leo...Kay has gone please would you go and keep an eye out for her" N saying all of this to me not realising i had my jacket and shoes on already, Nodding in agreement i head out of the door staying close enough behind to keep an eye on her, I dont't know what i would do if anything happened to her.

Kays POV
Walking towards the park it was a nice morning, The birds were singing and the sun was warm, I was listening to acoustic songs and snjoying the morning sun, I could feel as if someone was watching me, I bet its N, Typical of him to come after me, I just carried on walking still enjoying my walk, I stopped to change tracks and as the song is fading out i could hear footsteps behind me.

"N go away I'm fine..." The footsteps were getting heavier and then another set of feet and then another...This time i walked faster and turned my music on, Thinking i was over reacting i just walked some more, I could feel myself being watched, This time i started running not caring wear i went, I pulled out my phone going to ring N or Leo but i tripped and fell, When i tried to get up i saw 3 pairs of legs standing around me, They said somthing in Korean and started laughing, I Rushed to my feet and tried to get away, One of them grabbed my arm and caused me to fall to my knees, I screamed hoping someone would hear, then another pushed me backwards, I just cried telling them to stop, They didn't listen, I got shoved onto my back bashing my head off the floor, Then out of no where Leo runs in shouting my name causing the guys to run away, When i saw him i tried to stand up but i fell back down again.

"Leo!" I said screaming his name, I was crying and fumbling towards him.

Leo's POV
I had been following her for about 15 minutes now still keeping an eye on her, There were 3 lads walking together behind her, I was feeling slighltly uneasy that they were getting closer, Then i noticed her running...Then they did, This wasn't good i called N while running towards her things were getting worse and i was hurting, Please please be Ok.

"Hello-" I cut him off and was frantic about him getting down here as soon as he could, I ran shouting her name the lads soon retreated, she was not able to stand, She screamed my name and i ran up to her holding her tight.

Back to Kay
I fell into his arms and held him tightly, My legs were like jelly and my heart was racing, I was in floods of tears, Leo was rocking me back and forth.

"Kay...N is on his way...Look at me....Are you hurt?" He kept rocking and rubbing my back, I didnt answer, Still terrified of what happened i was paranoid of my surroundings, I just wanted to stay in Leo's arms and forget everything.

"KAY!" A voice bellowed across the park, N and Ravi were racing towards me and Leo

"Kay...What happened?..Are you ok?..Kay?" N threw out questions one after the other, I stayed silent.

"Leo...Your top it has blood on it...Quick get the van i need to take her to the hospital for a check" N was looking at me worridly, The sound of Leo's heart was getting softer and fainter, I felt my selft drifting.

"Kay dont fall asleep, Come i'll carry you" Leo hoisted me up, I rested my head on his shouders still feeling tired.

"Kay come on stay awake" Ravi was pale and looked scared whilst N was watching my every blink, My every breath and my every flinch.

"N her breathing is normal so far" Leo tried to reassure him, The manager of vixx turned up in the van, Leo carfully lifted me into the van and let me rest my head against him, While N was worrying in the front Leo was softly singing trying to calm me down and relax me

"Try not to fall asleep...Please for me" He whispered and kissed my forhead, I blushed and nuzzled into his chest with the last of the stregth i had, When we arrived at the hospital i didnt really remember anything other than throwing up a fair bit, i was kept in for a few hours just to make sure i was ok, I fell asleep in a temporary bed with Leo, N and Ravi watching over me, N was holding my hand carressing my hand with his thumb.

Leo's POV
"I might call her parents, I need to let them know whats happened" N grabbed his phone and called her mum.

"I need a drink...You want a latte Leo?" Ravi looked over at me, I nodded as a responce keeping my eyes on you, I grabbed Your hand, I had fallen for you and i wanted to make you  forget everything that happened so i could make you smile again, This could be the last time i see you, and i cant even tell you how i feel.

"Leo...Are you ok?" N stood with an exsausted  look, his eyes were not bright and happy they were tired and heavy.

"N go and rest...I will look over her" He nodded and walked over to you and kissed your forhead then walked over to the door wear Ravi was.

"I will come too...Let me give Leo his latte" Ravi walked over to the bed and placed the latte down, You were asleep for hours i tried my hardest to stay awake but ended up falling asleep by your side holding your hand.

Kay POV
I woke up refreshed after what seemed like years of sleep, I could feel a warm clammy hand holding mine, I turned to my right to see no one other than Leo, He looked so sweet and calm i didnt want to wake him but looks like he beat me to it.

"Kay...Your awake...how are you feeling?" his voice so soft and comforting, Tears started falling from my cheeks he pulled my into a warm embrace.

"Its ok...Everything is going to be ok" he started rubbing my back again, Then started singing softly to me, His voice calmed me, I released my tight ebrace and pulled back to find him staring at me.

"Kay...I need to tell you something...Its been on my mind for a few days now" he was no longer looking at me but staring at the floor trying not to show his blushed face.

"What is it..." i waited for a responce but nothing came, What was with him

"Leo?" Questioning he was still silent, I pulled back from him a little more

"Kay...I-i think Im-" Before the poor boy could finish his words N walked in

"KAY!" he ran towards my bed side, When i looked to my right Leo was no longer there but now walking out the door, What did you want to say.

"Thank goodness your ok...Where is Leo going?" I was just in my own daydream thinking of what Leo had to say.

"Kay!..Is he ok?" N snapped his fingers infront of my face.

"Oppa...Leo wanted to say somthing but you walked in and now he has gone?" I was so puzzled not even giving eye contact.

"Geez this boy!" Without explaination N walked out chasing Leo down the corridor

Leo POV
Damn i bottled at the last second, I need to tell her how i feel, 3 days left and nothing to show for it, I dont want her to go home i just want to keep her safe and warm with me, But then N and practice, The tours, I feel so chained up i have no idea what to do, Tell her and her have to leave my side going back to england, Making her stay with me and her leaving all she knows behind or not telling her at all and avoiding any bad situation that will torment her even more...But I love her.

"LEO!" I turned to see a worn out N running towards me, Stopping in my tracks so that it makes it easy for him to catch up.

"Where are you going...You were talking to Kay and vanished without saying what you had to" N raised an eyebrow, By this point i already knew he knew what i was going to say he must have been watching my every move, not to mention Kay has probs said somthing to him.

"N...I-" It happend again i just couldnt say it...The words played out in my head fine...Saying them was just not working.

"Come walk with me...Tell me first then you might be able to say it easier" He smiled one of the reasuring looked his kind eyes as Ken called them. I walked with him and told him everything, from when i was jelous of hongbin going on the date to when she took my breath away getting caught up in the cupbored playing hide and seek.

"Leo...You need to tell her!..You have changed her...She is happier around you, She is getting better...I cant help feeling she feels the same about you too" The last bit of his sentance sent shivers down my spine and butterflies in my stomach, My heart was in my mouth, But i need to tell her i love her.

"N, Can you give me a few moments with Kay" I looked at him for acceptance and he nodded

"Please keep making her smile" Was all he said before i darted down the corridor.

Kay POV
What in the world is going on...Ah well i shall just sit and watch the TV, not too great with Korean i struggled but still made sence of what i had to.

"Kay..." Leo was standing at the edge of my bed panting from running.

"What's up, Has N been bullying you?" Then noticing a very giggly N at the doorway, I glared at him and he shooed himself out.

"No, I needed to tell you somthing" Strange boy what is he up to.

"Im listening" I smiled at him, He blushed slightly and put his head down.

"Kay...I need you to know that i tihnk your the most beautiful girl i have met, So sensitive and cute, You make me smile when everyone is watching and smile when no one is watching, Your my light on dark days, I feel i need to protect you and make you happy, Kay i love you and i need you" He grabbed my face gently and pulled me into the softest sweetest kiss i could have imagined, His lips were soft and smooth, The kiss was gentle and was full of meaning, He pulled away and smiled looking into my eyes, I blushed uncontrolably.

"Leo-I-I love you too" stuttering i said what had been on my mind right from the moment we shared in the cupbord, He smile wider and held my hand.

"You don't have to stay here with me, But if you ever change your mind i will be waiting" He kiss my cheek

"Leo i want to stay with you, I really do" I beamed a smile back at him and hugged him tight not noticing the 5 boys standing in the doorway, They were all shocked, Leo had just landed his self a girlfriend, Ken was making strange faces, N was getting teary eyes and the rest had open mouths.

"Leo...When can i go back to the dorm" Yawning from sleepyness and still blushing from his kiss

"Soon...You need to rest...I will be back later" He gently leant over and kissed my cheek

"Do you have to leave?.."I looked at him with sad eyes

"I have practice sweetie...I will be by your side in a few hours i promise...now get some rest" He smiled at me and walked towards the door, I shed a few tears as he left...i had not been on my own in a while, Again i was back into darkness, Without his smile and his gentle eyes watching over me, I felt alone, the nurse walked in and shut my curtains.

"They will be back soon...time to rest" i reasured the nurse i would, when she left i spotted my headphones and a note with my phone.
I did some acoustic recordings with the boys,

                                                              If you feel lonley or lost listen to them they are calming and will make you feel better.
                                                                                                                         love Leo

I smiled with the sight of his name and picked my phone plugging my headphones in i leant against the bed with my head resting on my knees, Listening to the recordings eased my thoughts, I fell asleep with my headphones on. I don't know when i woke but i know i was in a sweat after a nightmare, My headphones were not on my head but on the floor, I saw 3 figures outside the curtain, all i cold do was scream and fumble out of bed i curled up into the corner hugging my legs, One figure flew in and raced towards me i shut my eyes and jut sat there tears falling, Then i was embraced with warm strong arms, I opened my stinging eyes and saw Ravi and N.

"Kay, Its ok, Its me...Taekwoon" Pulling away i saw his soft eyes looking at me, All i could do was burst into tears, He picked me up and held me.

"I am never going to get better Leo..." sobbing on his shoulder

"You will in time...And i will be here, For as long as it takes, Im never leaving your side"  I couldn't help but sob as he spoke.

"Kay...Your stuff is all ready, You can go home now" A doctor smiled at me and handed me a form to sign

"Mr Hakeyon, Would you confirm that she is also ready" The doctor handed N the form and he signed looking at me worried, I got my stuff together while Leo headed towards N.

"She will be fine, I promise i will care for her" N hugged him, I looked over my cousin was scared for me i had already been so ill i was in hospital, But i was determind to make myself better for him and for Leo.

"Come Kay, Lets go home" Leo smiled at me, He grabbed my hand and took me to the van where the rest of the boys were waiting.

"Ah, Hongbin grab the bags will you" N handed the bags to Hongbin, Leo helps me into the van, Im so frail so thin about to break at any time.

"Ravi...i need the back seat can you sit up front" Ravi smiled and moved to the front, Leo carfully lifted me into the van and lay me down resting my head on his lap, His arm warpped around me holing my hand, He started my head and i soon fell asleep, It was so good knowing i had someone to look forward to now, everything had changed and i was going to get better, A few hours later i awoke in the spare room, All tucked up and in Leo's hoodie, I rolled over to see a cup of tea and a couple slices of toast, Oh Leo you spoil me, Laying there awake feeling happy for the first time in a while.

 

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SURPRISE double update hehe this one is slightly shorter but im working on a sweet little number now :p hope your enjoying it

 

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