05. Final
Can't live without youHi, this will be my last entry diary. Whoever reads this, please pass it to my mum, Mrs Byun. Thank You. So should I start my story now ? This will be the first time and last time I will be writting how it all happen in the beginnig...
It all began on 13 MAY 2013
I was taking a stroll and the park during midnight when I saw JiHyun. Ahhh in case you don't know, she's my best friend that time. We've known each other since high school. Sometimes I would go to the park at that time but not everytime. You know, when you're stress, doing these things will help. Maybe not to everyone but to me. I'll take stroll in the park during midnight everytime if I feel stress or sad... Everytime she sees me, she will greet me and talk to me lots of things. But on that day, she was walking like that's no future. Her eyes are swollen and red. I ran to her side and greeted her. " Hello, JiHyunee ~ " I try to sound as cheerful as I can. I don't want to see her sad face. She didn't reply me and continue walking. " Are you ok ?" I asked worriedly. Since I didn't reply me, I kept on staring at her until she stop walking. She turned to face me. " No, I'm not okay at all. Not at all..." she said as she look at the ground. " Can I hug you for awhile ? " she asked and without hesitation, I pulled her into my open arms. Gosh, JiHyun. You don't know how long I've been waiting to touch you, to hug you. I thought as she started to sob quietly and I could feel her tears falling down onto my shirt.
" What's wrong ? "I asked while patting onto her back to make her feel more better.
" My...boyfriend...he cheated on me. I saw him kissing with another woman..." I took out my phone and I saw that it's 11.49. I took a deep breath and pushed JiHyun away in a gentle way to make her face me.
" Jihyun, I like you. " I paused for awhile before continuing. " Since the first time I met you, I fell in love with you. It was love at first sight... Because I know you only see me as a friends, I didn't want to tell you that I actually like you. I'm afraid... afriad that I'll lose this friendship. But now, I can't hold it back anymore. I can't bear to other guys break you heart. Be with me, I won't break your heart like others do. Will you be my girlfriend ? " I looked at my phone again as I continue.
" Remember this time. At 12.00, I confessed to you. At 12.00, I asked you to my girlfriend. At 12.00, I kiss you for the first time." Immediately after that, I crashed my lips onto hers. When she return the kiss, I already knew the answer.
Yes is the answer.
Last but not least today, 28 October 2015.
At 12.00 I closed my eyes.
At 12.00 I died.
At 12.00 I went to heaven.
At 12.00 I can final
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