Your POV

27 October 2015 

It has been almost 1 week that baekhyun had been at the hospital. I stood beside Baekhyun as I held onto his hand, his long, slender beautiful hand. How I wish I could feel the warmth of his hands again. He just lay down on the bed, staring into the blank space, repeating my name again and again. No matter what I do, he won't be able to see because I'm just a soul.

A soul that is already dead.

A soul that is always following him.

A soul that love Baekhyun.

He suddenly stood, breaking my chains of thought. He walks towards the door. Using his left hand, he locked the door and another hand clutching on tight to his head. Oh no...it's happening again...I could see pain in his eyes. As he grabbed onto his head, he started screaming. He blink his eyes and that's when the tears fell down his cheeks then to his chest. Despite the banging on the door, he still sat and the floor, with endless tears flowing out of his eyes. 

" Baekhyun s-shi ! Please open the door ! Baekhyun sshi ! " He sat down on the floor with his broken heart. And I heard him saying " I remember now...I remember everything..."

After he unlocked the door, he walked back to his bed and sat down. The doctor quickly rushed in and saw Baekhyun's pale face. " Are you ok ? " he asked Baekhyun but he just kept staring at him, not replying. As water starts to form in his eyes again, he asked the doctor an unexpected question. " What disease am I having ? " The doctor was startled for awhile.

" You don't - " 

" Stop lying ! I have enough ! Didn't you see it last week ? I already saw you and mum talking about the medicine I've been taking all along. I know I have a disease so please stop hiding from me already. Please, I beg you... Just tell me... " 

" I'm so sorry... I can't tell you. If you want to know, it's better to ask Mrs Byun..." And with that he walked away guiltly. He take his phone and called his mum 

" I'm sorry from hiding from you for such a long time... You..you're sufferin