Two

Threads of Maybes and Might Have Beens

Chap 2

First I want to thank all of you guys who commented and encouraged me to continue, because without that, I would not have even thought to. 


It’s been a little over thirteen months since Sooyeon had last seen Eunbin.

The other girl looked…for lack of better term, older. Perhaps it’s the way her ash brown locks fell in waves down her back – longer than Sooyeon remembered, or perhaps it’s the sunken shadows around her eyes that even the excess make up couldn’t cover up.

Suddenly Sooyeon was hit by the urge to seize Eunbin by her immaculate collar and demand to know why she hadn’t been sleeping well. She probably hadn’t been eating well either judging from the sharpness of her cheekbones, either that or Eunbin’s grown out of those baby cheeks that had felt so soft under her –

“You two know each other?” Mirae’s confused voice dragged her back down to reality.

And Sooyeon’s acutely aware that she’s standing in the middle of the hallway with her suitcase handle in one hand and gaping open like a fish. Eunbin didn’t look much better, frozen in the doorway, eyes wide like a deer in the headlights.

“Uh…yeah, this ah…This is Park Eunbin, my…my friend from Seonam Girls’,” Sooyeon stumbled over her words because what exactly was Eunbin to her? She used ‘friend’, but that implied some sort of regular contact, and she hadn’t spoken to the other girl since she left. Yet friend didn’t seem to be the right word, it felt wrong. Not strong enough, not anywhere near adequate to explain what they hav—had.

“Hi,” Mirae greeted Eunbin in her usual overly-enthusiastic way, by enveloping the poor girl into a bone-crushing hug, “I’m Kang Mirae, I met this lump of fun at Suncheon high school. Nice to meet you.”

Sooyeon’s a little too busy trying to gauge Eunbin’s reaction to retaliate to Mirae’s teasing dig. Eunbin recovered a lot faster than Sooyeon expected, smiling slightly as she titled her head in a small bow and returned the greeting, “Nice to meet you Mirae-ssi. Um…Are you my roommate?”

Sooyeon’s mind was working at the speed of light, trying to decipher what Eunbin meant. She sounded hesitant, did that mean that she didn’t want Mirae for a roommate? (Sooyeon wouldn’t exactly blame her, she loved Mirae, but sometimes her friend can be a bit much) Or perhaps she was afraid that Sooyeon would be her roommate.

Eunbin’s hands reach up to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear—an old habit she had born out of nerves. Was the idea of Sooyeon being her roommate that nerve wracking to her? Nerve wracking in a bad way? Or a good butterfly in her stomach way?

Wait, why did Sooyeon herself care about that? And which one was she feeling at the mo—

“Earth to Sooyeon,” Mirae said, waving a hand in front of her face.

“Sorry what?” Sooyeon shook her head, wondering how much of a fool she had made of herself.

“I said ‘No that honour belongs to this stupefied monkey’, and you just stared into space. Are you feeling ok Sooyeon?” Mirae asked, genuinely concerned as she pressed the back of her hand to Sooyeon’s forehead, “Normally you’d be all snark-fu right now. Maybe you should go lie down for a bit.”

 “Yeah, I think I should. I’ll see you at dinner later ok?” Sooyeon agreed quickly. She didn’t need an audience for this.

Eunbin stepped aside as Sooyeon hauled her stuff inside. Idly she noted that their dorm room isn’t all that big, just enough space for two beds, two work tables and a pair of wardrobes. Not exactly a lot of space to successfully avoid each other all semester long.

The door clicked audibly as Eunbin pulled it shut. There’s a palatable silence as Eunbin pattered over from the door and Sooyeon internally debated on whether to stay standing up or to sit down on her bed.

Eunbin decided for her, sitting down one of the beds, gesturing for Sooyeon to do the same as she ripped the words straight out of Sooyeon’s head.

 “We need to talk.”

Sooyeon sighed, and nodded in agreement. Because there was definitely going to be a ‘talk’. They’re roommates, for better or for worse and they had to sort it out before everything becomes a mess.

Then again, Sooyeon thought wryly as Eunbin’s right hand curled around the sheets, clenching them in her fist tightly, they might already be a mess.


I really didn't expect much when I posted the first bit, it was just some rambling after watching episodes 11 and 12, and it got a surprising amount of support, so I figure, I might try to do an actual story about them and hopefully do it some justice. Of course after that I didn't really know where to lead it, and then I ran into my ex the other day and well...it just happened, lol. So you can thank my mess of a love life for this xD

Also I'd like to recommend a very good Seonam Girls fic (about Sooyeon and Eunbin of course) it's called 'permanently blue for you' by Kokiche (The links will lead you to AO3). 

So, what do you guys thinks? And if you have any suggestions on where you'd like things to go or any cameos, feel free to make them-- really they might be the only thing that makes the next chapter happen, haha. 

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YulAllure
#1
Chapter 2: today I have a memory to look back on Facebook, the quote from the book " Black Book - Orhan Pamuk " that Sooyeon read for Eunbin and I found this fiction... it has been more than two years... are you still writing this, author-nim? (sorry my english is not very well)
phyrox #2
Chapter 2: !!! what if we introduce a super loving and understanding boyfriend for eunbin!! like he sort of knows that her previous relationship ended very badly, and he is doing whatever he can to make her forget her past love, not knowing that it was actually her current roommate or even the fact that the relationship was with a girl
phyrox #3
Chapter 2: How about having eunbin be still on the fence about the whole same-gender r/s thing, but say that she still wants to be able to consult sooyeon about her family issues, ad that she misses her closest friend. Then sooyeon, being the ever self-sacrificing person, decides to have this weird truce thing with eunbin despite still having feelings for her.
Then we can introduce another girl that is like completely fine with the whole same-gender thing, and develops a massive crush on sooyeon for being so cool (maybe sooyeon helped her out with some issue, can discuss more on that). So with her new fiery crush on sooyeon, the girl becomes super aggressive in chasing her. She would come pick sooyeon up from her room, buys her food, calls her and like the whole package.
Then maybe sooyeon tired with the whole stalemate with eunbin starts responding to the girl's advances, causing eunbin to become jealous. Thus comes in Mirae, who sort of knows, but can't confirm the weird tension between eunbin and sooyeon. She being the super awesome friend would then tell eunbin about how back in their school that sooyeon transferred to, the school was a bit more open minded, and that many girls confessed, but sooyeon always rejected them.
Till here, it is pretty much the typical story about 2 estranged lovers, but you can always PM me if you need more ideas. After watching this drama, I feel like i can really relate to this couple, because i am like a closeted les myself in a conservative country. I really envied their relationship because till now i have not experienced anything like that. So even if it is in a fanfic, i really wish to reconcile these two love birds! I have a few stories myself, albiet the major one i didn't finish because of fandom problems, but you can read them as references, and maybe i can help you beta read your story!!!
erosdawnyamamoto #4
Chapter 1: What about the scene that sooyeon and eunbin in elevator an then students will came in the elevator and soyeon and eunbin will doesn't have space anymore because of the students and somebody play a song and it's Fog by zitten soyeon always request to eunbin
Qamelia
#5
Chapter 2: Update please?
moonatic32
#6
Chapter 2: Update please; )))
miruruns
#7
Chapter 2: Author nim!! Please continue im soo curious!!!! Authornim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your the only hope left in yeonbin couple fanfic huhuhuhu...
SYLove
#8
Chapter 2: will you continue this? I really wondering what kind of 'talk' they would have...
Marcela101 #9
Chapter 2: Please update soon♡