It's so wrong, to be nursing these rushes of affection and gushes of admiration whenever I see you furrowing your brow in all seriousness at the latest patient case report. You don't go beyond formalities, you barely acknowledge me when I walk into the hospital every morning, you don't even look up when I speak up after mustering all my courage- but when I see a genuine smile light your face during conversations with your patients, or when you lift your eyes to make the slightest of eye conta