His desperation is the kind nobody will ever feel sorry for– it’s an obsessive kind of desperation and when he reflects back on his actions– the phone calls, the voice messages and the one time at Yura’s wedding– he wants to flinch, lock himself in his house and never see the li

Most responsible lucky adults have stable incomes and are at least prepared for something like this– this is a mistake and there’s no other light he can see it under. He’s only a teenager with nothing to his name, has never worked a day in his life and doesn’t know much about babies or how to take care of them.