"Maybe this isn't the best idea.  Family is important.  You shouldn't let this happen," he said.  He wouldn't look at me. "You are so full of crap," I spat angrily.  "Fine.  I'll listen to my father.  I'll go back alone and tell him I'll be a good little daughter.  I'll say I'm sorry, that I'll stay with Caleb.  We'll graduate and run off to live

"I don't understand, if you don't feel anything for him, why do you keep hooking up with him?" I hesitated.  "It doesn't mean anything.  It's just fun." "Yeah?  How does it feel now?" he asked in a low voice. Like crap, I thought.  "I'm fine.  Why