Key had been sent away on summer camp for the next six weeks, it was worse then hell for the younger. After just four days of nothing but abuse from bullies and no help from teacher's or his mum, he turns to the only person who truly cares and love's him, his true saviour and his world.

It had been a long, drawn out six months. Six months of hell and pure torure. Not knowing if he was alright, still even close by. Days felt like weeks, they seemed to never end. The day he ran away was the worst day of Jonghyun's life. One minute his life was complete and the next it had gone just like that.Jonghyun just wanted him back. A day never passed where Jonghyun thought about him, he couldn't break down and cry, he had to be strong for his daughter Nari. The only question that Jonghy

It was rather funny how we met. I remember how I listened to his show every single night when he first became the radio host of Blue night. I had tuned in from the very first show and three years later I had won a chance to met the man that had made me fall in love with him, just by his deep, husky, sweet and gentle voice.

Jonghyun rubbed his sweaty hand's together, slightly trembling with nerves, It was planned months ago yet the older was still a bag of nerves. Completely forgotten what he had planned to even say. Finally metting his lover's parent's could only result in being a complete disaster and a nightmare Jonghyun wanted to wake up from fast.

It had been 6 months since you left for America. You was only meant of been gone for 3 month's.  Jonghyun was lonely since his boyfriend had go away on an exchange. He missed him dearly. On a nightout with Taemin, Minho, Onew and Joon, celebrating the younger two's engagment. Walking home he was about to come across the shocking and most heartbreaking thing of his life

It had been three years since that fateful day that had caused Key's boyfriend to have become un able to walk or see, the strain that was put upon them was tough. Hearing Jonghyun feel so ashamed hurt the younger yet he never gave up, despite the awful looks he got and the nasty comment's asking if he was the older's carer. he loved Jonghyun more and could not be prouder to call the older his own.

It had been well over a year since a young boy named Jonghyun had started school. He had become an out cast and never fit in. Becoming quiet and closed up, sitting at the back of the class room and never going out to play. One Thursday, it all changed thanks to a young new boy arriving and Jonghyun could see the new kid going through what he did. Jonghyun's dream had come true, he finally had found the friend of his dreams.

For 37 years I have lived with regret and sorrow. For 37 years guilt has been eating me alive. I never meant to hurt you, I loved you and I still do love you. I didn't mean for that night to end the way it did. Can you ever forgive me even though you were in love with a monster.

It had been many long, drawn out years of nothing but emptiness and loneliness. Living in a world of nothing but sound and feeling, it was a life Jonghyun didn't want to continue living in. Who knew the voice of a stranger duing a visit to the park with his sister would change is life completely.

She has the cutest and most adorable mummy and daddy in the world, even fan girls over them her self. She had waited for this day for so long yet her mummy had become ill so it's down to daddy to save the day.

Aftter the complete disaster of his one and only releationship, Kibum had given up on dating and for 6 years remained single. Rejecting any offer from guys, just focusing on his studies. But what happens when oen night he comes home to his roomate and best friend Taemin who has a surprise in store for him.

I knew he had one of the busiest schedules between us and I wanted tonight to be perfect for him and a chance for some relaxtion before our big comeback so I have come up with the perfect plan to give my Bummie the perfect evening.

Key was only four month's along yet he felt so insecure about his looks and worries constantly whether is lover Jonghyun really want's the baby. It only takes a simple, sweet gesture to settle his mind and see his worries float away.

It was valentines day and Key was just excited to see his lover at school, they day wasn't as important when he had a lover that showered him with love every single day yet he was going to be given some special surprise's, to most people it was worthless, simple and just not good enough but to the younger it meant more then anything.

It had not changed one bit since they had last set foot in the place they had first met. It was hard to believe all them years ago when Key was told he ws working in some dirty, stinky chip shop for work experience, he hated the idea. Yet it had turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to him. The first day he walked in there and set eyes on the young puppy like man was a day he would never forget.

Jonghyun and Key laid on the sofa, the older had a question burning on his tongue to ask the younger but he is a little scared to make his lover rememeber the dark black past that is hardly spoken about but as time ticks on, the older becomes more desprate to get an answer to his question.

It had been many years since his Bummie was called to go back to heaven, God was in need of his golden angel again. Jonghyun kept his promise up just like he said, time seemed to fly by. Jonghyun's baby brother Kibum grew in to a fine and handsome young man. As Jonghyun got older, he got more excited knowing any day he would be reunited with his husband again.

He had been gone for well over an hour and I told him to be home by 6 at the latest though when he did come back home I wasn't expecting him to be in a dirtier mess then Roo.

It was one of the most loved days in the Kim house hold. A year of planning for a few hour's enjoyment. Halloween had always been something special, each year getting to go round and fill their bucket's with chocolate and sweeties. Although the best part wasn't about the sweet's for Minjee and Woojin, it was which parent had the better costume and this year the stakes are high. Will Jonghyun be able to top his rather random outfit from last year or will Key just even more.

Key sighed sadly as he watched the clock on the wall slowly tick by, a small pout forming on his bow shaped lips. How could Minho just leave him here in London alone like this. The only thing he left behind was a note telling him to go to some Italian place he was currently seated in. Closing his eye's, Key sighed again, tears quickly forming. The bell rung out to announce the arrival of another customer, feline eye's blinking and widening at the unexpected surprise.

Key was fuming to say the lest, Taemin had not only entered his name to go on that stupid date show Take Me Out but he was actually going to be there tonight. He hadn't ever dated and at that point never wanted too. That show only has dirty minded sleaze bags right.

After 5 months of tying I had a date with the beautiful feline boy from the toy shop and what better way to start dating then a home cooked meal. Only problem I can't cook and I'm stuck with 3 idiots and a daughter who does nothing but tease me.

Hello I'm Kim Kibum and this is my diary about my first ever date I had with Jonghyun, they guy I picked on Take Me Out.

Key sighed as he sat up in bed, it was valentines day yet his lover wasn't there. Jonghyun had one more week in Japan before he would come home. Key felt alone, sad and just fed up, lost with out the older. While walking to the kitchen, a red envelope sticking out the letter box catch's his eye, becoming extra curious as to who sent him something.

It was 1.30 am and we were still waiting to go and record our performance of Everybody for our Inkigayo comeback stage and Key was about how cold he was. I had to sort thisoutbefore he never speaks to me again.

Their blind date had been a huge sucsses and the day after was not only going to comfirm there feeling's for each other but it was going to the begining of something stronger and sweeter.

It was their tenth wedding anniversary and they were celebrating with there closest friends. Jonghyun and Key could not be happier and more madly in love with each other. The night is perfect or so they think as a storm in bewing in the shadows and about to completely burst there love shield bubble.

Jonghyun could not be more happier to have his adorable boyfriend home for Chrismas. It was a shock to see him on his door step so close to the holidays especially when his boyfriend was meant to be the other side of the world.

Jonghyun returns home after his first radio show broadcast is finished, excited to see his beautiful lover again but how is he going to explain the huge soup stain on his white knitted jumper Key had gotten him.