In a country where our love is forbidden, a place where we can't express our love to each other in public, yet even though my boyfriend was a top singer, he really didn't care what people thought about us. It was nobody's buisness.

It was the start of a new day and to many it was the start of the dreaded week which meant work, I was lucky enough to not only have a great job and co worker but I shared the first floor with the sport's department and my long term boyfriend worked there. Itw as going to be a day of jokes, teasing and more love then you could imagine.

Both were always too busy during the week and found it hard to spend time together. The weekends were their time and on this weekend Jonghyun promised to make it special and different from what they normally do and it was certainly what he did.

I been waiting for the perfect day to ask you the one question buring my mind, first let me sing you a song that shows how you make me feel baby, Let me show the world just how special and perfect you are.

It's late night, walking back to his house to drop him off, it had had been the perfect evening for them. He had felt like the evening had brought them closer yet so far away at the same time. It was a full moon that night, shining brightly in the clear dark night sky. The walk to his house was slow yet tormenting, I didn't want to let him go yet I didn't have much choice. Why was his home so close now. When is around I feel complete, yet alone I'm an empty lost soul. Arriving out side th

It was Key's big day competing in Seoul's biggest dance contest. He was lucky to have his very loyal number 1 fanboy and boyfriend of many years in the audience cheering him on and supporting him.

I knew you were going to come to me and here you are like a moth to a flame, you were powerless in picking me and here we are standing face to face for the final show down, the final judgement of what we could become. I have waited for this day for a long time. I knew you would crack under the fragile glass bottle you locked your feelings into.