Catching the dark eyes of a boy taking cover behind a decorative Japanese screen not far from me made me very thankful I wore shorts under my dress. I also wondered whether the gunman would notice if I grabbed a lamb kofta canape off the table I was hiding behind... Priorities, right?  

Ever felt like your body was put through a shredder and then just shoved back together again? I wake up to it every morning. Ever had your voice strained to its absolute limit so that it feels like a piece of sandpaper: dry, scratchy, painful? Every other day. I sometimes wonder how I got through it myself.. but the answer is always Kai. It always has been Kim Jongin. (In this story, SNSD debuts after EXO, and Yuri will be replaced by my character. Don't like, d