It boar the insignia of the North. When it came, it came without word and demolished my home. I will never be okay because of what it took from me.. my family, my friends, my life. But why am I still alive? It takes everything away but leaves me to bear with it's destruction. I'm only human..

Every time EXO reunites, neither he nor Jongdae are strong enough to resist one another.

“It’s only fair that I should be the one to chase you across ten, twenty-five, a hundred lifetimes  until I find the one where you’ll return to me.”

To say that Yixing is in over his head is the understatement of the year, but it's too late now.  He has a song to complete, and only one singer will do. 

  Lay wanted to apologize, but he still couldn’t find the right time. He [Lay] was holding him back from going to where he truly belongs. The guilt that was holding

Yixing's crushing hard on Jongdae, who keeps obliviously passing him over for his (shorter) friends.

“Oh my god guysdidyousee that superamazinglyhot dancer on that platform thingy near the table?”   Sehun was the first one back, with Baekhyun trailing behind. They both looked exceptionally warm and Sehun had even opened up the first few buttons of his shirt. All of them had gotten used to the way Sehun sometimes mumbled or his lisp so they caught most of his words.    Jongdae knew he was talking about the

If it’s this easy to fall in love, then it should be easier to fall out of love.    

Jongdae wishes Yixing would be honest, but he's really no better. Hani wrote a soulmates au in which people see colour when they meet their soulmate. This is based off of that, but it is in no way a part of the canon. I'm just cynical and think too much about AUs that aren't mine.

The other members are just sick of seeing Jongdae moping around, so they come up with a plan.

Jongdae never expected it to end this way. But then, Yixing has always been very good at thinking only of himself.

All Jongdae knew about Yixing was that he admired him.

"What's one more leap of faith to cap the day?"

In which Jongdae's life is very much affected by rain, and he cannot decides if he likes it or not.

Random chapters & short stories I rejected due to bad quality / too lazy to finish it / change of mind.

Kim Jongdae has always been able to say the right words at the right time. But, when it comes to a certain healing unicorn, he just doesn't know how to speak.     

The stars lit Jongdae's eyes. They burned the other's.

Somewhere on the front page of Kim Junmyeon's failing school newspaper, there's a blurry photograph of, what may or may not be, Zhang Yixing and Kim Jongdae kissing in the locker room.

Jongdae is too used to sleeping alone in their room, these days. Yixing finds this out the hard way. Loosely based on the duet “Sunrise” from the musical In the Heights, aka the duet that killed all Jongdae fans a few days ago. Non-au, 1.7k words.

Tao is a troublemaking runaway and Sehun talks too much. Chanyeol's lackadaisical and Baekhyun is sunshine. Minseok is always wrong, and Luhan's right about everything. Jongin's new in town and Kyungsoo just wants to study in peace. Jongdae loves to meddle and Yixing knows nothing about love. Yifan's as lonely as it gets,

Yixing and Jongdae have been living together as the perfect couple for years. Jongdae suddenly starts staying out late and then not coming home altogether. Yixing is too afraid to ask his fiancé for an explanation but that will be his greatest downfall as he'll soon realise he was too late. 

The members are annoyed with Sehun constantly blasting Luhan and Tao's songs. 

Yixing is oblivious, and it really pisses Jongdae off.

Yixing falls for his bestfriend Jongdae.

Lay wanted to apologize, but he still couldn’t find the right time. He [Lay] was holding him back from going to where he truly belongs. The guilt that was holding him. It was their last Christmas together; it was their happiest yet their saddest.

Chapter 1 (For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic) Summary: Jongdae is a conflicted man. He tells himself he isn't good enough for Yixing- that's why they broke up. Years later, Jongdae is regretting his rash decision as he starts falling deep for his ex whom might have actually started moving on to another. Chapter 1.5 (Tender Love) Summary: An overview and snippets of what happened and what can happen.