I hope you find your peace

Two pure souls bearing unimaginable agony and pain no one person should have gone through at their age 

two beautiful faces no longer able to cry or speak to those they cherished 

two bright and vivacious best friends no longer able to survive the harsh reality of their lives

two girls with a multitude of talents and charisma we no longer will be able to see 

two stars that will only ever shine in the night sky when it’s clear and quiet

two dreams broken and two wishes unfulfilled

two homes empty and two families bereaved 

two apples of the fans eyes leaving them because of unjustifiable hate and torment

it sounded too terrifying to be true

I hoped it was false reporting and a medical error at best but my denial phase is giving way to grief for these two precious people who the world did not deserve to know better and did not do them right

the loss is too profound to be compensated

Dear Choi Jinri and Goo Hara, i hope your pain is replaced by peace and comfort in the sky; on this earth there’s hundreds of people who will miss you and love you for the memories 

 

 

please please please take care of yourselves 

take care of your friends and tell people how much you love them and how happy they make you

your criticism is not always as important and life changing as you think it may be so maybe next time hold it back and try to find a positive thing in the next person

don't ever make someone feel bad to be the way they are, there’s an iceberg of storms they are going through that you have NO IDEA ABOUT

you have no right to make someone feel unnecessary or redundant simply for existing

have faith in yourself, have faith in your dreams and when the tiniest ray of hope becomes obscure; have faith in time just enough to wait for it to come back brighter and please keep holding on until it does

 

im not an authorized therapist to help you if you need me but I can listen to whatever it is you want to say to a person and I’ll tell you what I go through if you feel like you’re alone. 

Please take a DASS42 online quiz if you’re not sure you’re depressed and reach out to someone as per your choice if you’re certain or suspect it even

get help while you can even if it seems like the hardest option and talk to someone about it if the thought even crosses your mind once

Who knows maybe it’s not just your life you’re saving but someone else’s too

 

https://save.org/

xx

 

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dolligore
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I'm getting a bad head and heart ache from all of this tbh...... Because Jonghyun (shinee) introduced me to kpop, and now he's gone.... I'll keep those hotlines in a reminder book. Cause my depression increased and.......... things are like hell today.

I miss him too much