I can't seem to come to terms with this news. First Chester and now Jonghyun. The world is losing its talented angels too fast.

It's so upsetting to find out like this, how difficult life got for him to take this unfortunate way out of his troubles. No one knows what he was going through. Even though he showed his sadness, no one knows of how much more he had been concealing, keeping inside him for god knows how long for it all to crush him beneath the weight.

I just hope he's relieved of all his troubles, all the pain and rests in a better place now, although the world is so much sadder without him. Shinee, the always bright and unbreakable group of five will never be the same without him. The people who loved him have to deal with the fact that there's no him anymore. His friends, family and colleagues must be in agony. His hard work, his voice, his performance, his songs are all that's left of him now.

I hope no one else goes through the kind of excruciating pain that leads you to end your life to get rid of it. At times, it does seem like your life is full of problems that no one will understand or relate to, but please whoever reads this, I ask you to hold on to hope for just a little longer. Don't give up on yourself. Don't give up on people who will not be able to cope with you gone. Please talk to someone about it, be with someone who makes you forget it, take up a new hobby that distracts you from it. 

There's always a ray of hope of better days ahead. Your misery will fade with time one by one. If not all then at least a few of your issues will be resolved in ways you don't expect them when your vision is clouded with despair. Don't let that despair talk you into taking this drastic a step. Your demons will tell you suicide is the answer to your problem but the insurmountable grief that's left behind is not worth it. 

Please ask for help. Please talk to your friend, your mother, your sister, your brother, your teacher, even me if you want to.

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