LEE SOOBIN IS AN INCOMING FRESHMAN!
you can shoot it
to be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.
🌼 soo/bin/binnie : shortened versions of her name that her friends call her by.
🌼 bookworm : her close friends call her that when they spot her holding a book or reading.
🌼 pretty boy/camera boy : soobin is sometimes mistaken as a boy for multiple aspects. first of all, her short hair combined with her gender neutral clothing style. then her name, for soobin, although a uni name, is more commonly used for boys.
🌼 lee sejoon's sister : yes, yes, yes, jju's handsome face and einstein of the life sciences department is her older brother but she has a name too, people, so use it.
🌼 korean : fluent : her native language.
🌼 english : fluent : the language has been part of her school curriculum ever since she was young and she always found it to be interesting. its a universal spoken language after all and so she developed it furthur herself by watching western movies and reading english books.
PERSONALITY
infj 4w3 gryffinpuff pisces
( + ) friendly, empathetic, caring, loyal, protective, hard-worker, witty, open-minded
( = ) straightforward, outspoken, calm, headstrong, reserved at first, overthinker
( - ) inferiority complex, sensitive, fragile, stubborn, impulsive
🌼 soobin is regarded as too headstrong, bold, stubborn, selfish, and rude to the upper social circle. however, to the regular public eye, she is seen as a hardworking, ambitious, and courageous girl that is true to herself and what she wants. she doesn’t care for any judgements and assumptions regarding her for after all, people will talk whatever they want. as long as she knows herself and stays strong, nothing matters.
🌼 she is overall a calm person that is able to hold her temperate and emotions in check, not showing whenever she is angry, frustrated, or flustered and will act as rational as she can be to resolve issues. soobin may not be the social butterfly her older brother is and prefers to stick to a picked circle of friends, she is approachable and doesn’t ooze any intimidating aura, with her first reaction towards anyone would be to smile. with this friendliness comes a great care of empathy for others, even for mere strangers, where she will attempt to help if she can or just provide companionship. once she feels comfortable around someone and they gain her hard-earned loyalty, they better trust she will stick with it till her last breath. this brings out a side of protectiveness where she won’t stand if someone messes with her trusted ones. she deeply cares for her friends and is detailed with them, remembering their likes and dislikes and minute details about them.
🌼 growing up amongst career successful examples around her all her life, soobin was embedded with the ambition to strive in the competitive world and to strive. while her path doesn’t align with her family’s desire, she does have a dream and goals of her own and is willing to put all the effort and sweat to achieving them. even putting up with her family’s disagreement, judgement, and threats. soobin is hardworking and intelligent. once she is dedicated to something, she puts all her attention to it, will even put the hours if she has to. her independence mixed with her intelligent nature shows every time she outsmarts and evades sticky situations time and time again, despite the number of odds against her.
🌼 like every person, soobin has her downsides too. she is certainly fearless, as well as daring, bold, outspoken, and impulsive. she does not normally show any fear or hesitation whatsoever in the face of any difficulty or hinderance. she has specific goals and will go through hoops to achieve them and that makes her bold. a person that knows what she wants, is confident in her own skin and not afraid to speak up and let her voice be heard. she will give her opinions as she sees it without sugarcoating. be sure, once soobin has set her mind to something, wavering her will be damn near impossible. she adamantly sticks to her beliefs.
🌼 it’s none to say, being compared to her exemplary older brother all her life did mess her up a bit. she hates it but she has developed a certain sense of inferiority towards him. soobin loves sejoon with all her heart but deep down she can’t help but feel small when she is around him. when normal judgments doesn’t hinder her, the mention of sejoon brews a burning passion inside her. that is when she becomes sensitive and irritable. when everyone thinks she is a strong independent girl, what many don't know is that soobin can be fragile and has a breaking point, she is just good at masking it.
🌼 soobin is the second and youngest child to the lee family.
🌼 she was born in jeju island and lived there until her first year of high school when her family moved to seoul cause her father had to take on the family business’ seoul division.
🌼 her paternal family owns a biomedical engineering company largely known as lee medical systems or lee meds in short that specializes in prosthetics. her older brother sejoon is set to inherit the company after their father.
🌼 her grandfather founded the company after studying abroad and introduced biomed after coming back home. lee meds was one of the first biomedical companies in east asia.
🌼 so ever since she was born, her parents have been expecting nothing but perfection from them even at a young age.
🌼 despite the obvious pros and benefits of being filthy rich and family owning a multi-million company, there are severe cons to it too like the constant pressure to living up to the high expectations put on both her and sejoon which often stresses them out.
🌼 unlike sejoon who lived up to the perfect child facade to satisfy not only their parents but their entire family, soobin was always more outspoken, carefree and true to herself.
🌼 and so, it was evident that taming soobin was futile and that she won’t be fulfilling her parents' dream and following their wishes.
🌼 because soobin isn’t the goody-two-shoes like her brother, she is often overshadowed by him. many would say she’s the black duck of the lee family. her snobby cousins even go as far as calling her an abomination which sejoon always heed them with a warning glare. all that shunning just because she doesn’t share similar future plans of following the family legacy, isn’t pretentious like them, and isn’t lady-like enough. doesn’t take no from anyone and voices out her opinions clearly.
🌼 soobin is aware that sejoon following the path chosen for him by their parents is him taking the bullet in order for her to take up her own path without too much trouble and pursue her passion. she is eternally grateful to him for that but at the same time she pities him for taking all the family pressure and duties upon himself.
🌼 her senior year came the time her mother dreaded most, soobin rebelled on her parents and bluntly told them that she will choose to major in literary arts after she graduates, wanting nothing to do with lee meds. after a blowout, her father threatened to financially cut her off if she were to continue with her “childish behavior”.
🌼 soobin does have a small soft-spot for her mother and so she thought she’d at least apply to jju to ease a bit the heat and backlash her mother will no doubt get from her husband’s family.
🌼 she may not be as social and popular like her brother is but she always high grades, so it was no surprise when she got into jju too.
🌼 soobin’s grandfather, father, uncle, aunts and cousins all went to jju. so, the lee siblings both being enrolled in the university was expected.
🌼 she is looking forward to starting a new chapter of her life, away from any family scrutiny and just chasing after her dream.
🌼 animation movies
🌼 milkshakes
🌼 coffee with two packets of sugar
🌼 polaroid pictures
🌼 the smell of books
🌼 figurines
🌼 sugary anything
🌼 viewing any body of water
🌼 quiet and peaceful places
🌼 bunnies
🌼 flowers more precisely daisies
🌼 ballads and jazz music
🌼 gummy candies
🌼 board games
🌼 cloud gazing
🌼 formal events
🌼 really short dresses, skirts and heels
🌼 pretentious people
🌼 long hair on herself
🌼 onions
🌼 really spicy food
🌼 the color lavender
🌼 reptiles
🌼 being compared to others esp sejoon
🌼 braggers and showoffs
🌼 seafood
🌼 fizzy drinks
🌼 being forced to do something
🌼 waiting too long for the bathroom
🌼 seeing others sad, stressed, hurt, or uncomfortable
🌼 reading
🌼 photography
🌼 food tasting
🌼 horse riding
🌼 talking to herself
🌼 filtering out her surrounding when in deep thought
🌼 avoids eye contact when guilty or lying
🌼 slightly scrunching her nose when laughing
🌼 being overdramatic when worried
🌼 injections
🌼 being alone outside at night
🌼 having to give up on her dream
🌼 rejection
🌼 soobin's dream is to be a translator for a major company while pursuing photography on the side. she wants to achieve success by her own efforts without any nepotism.
🌼 doesn't drink any alcoholic beverages and because of that she's usually the one to make sure her friends are okay and keeps an eye out on them when she joins them in parties (which she seldomly does willingly).
🌼 on the rare occassion she drinks, soobin's drunk habits include pouting, being sulky and asking a lot of questions before passing out.
🌼 developed her fear of being alone outside at night when she was in 9th grade. her classmate/friend was attacked by a stranger when she was walking back home alone at night and it was all around the news. so she tries her best to avoid staying out at night when she’s alone.
🌼 is a sappy romantic who believes that the universe picks the perfect partner - soulmate - for you and that they’ll meet when the time is right. blame the bunch of romance novels she's read for this belief.
🌼 although soobin is currently waiting for "the one", she has dated once before during her first year of high school when she was asked out, for the heck of it. it was nothing serious and they never went beyond simple kisses.
🌼 she is a but she’s sure that the right time with the right person will come.
🌼 carries her camera in her bag pack along with her everywhere.
MAJOR english language and literature.
MINOR photography.
🌼 despite their jeju family home being just a 10 minute drive away, her father, being mad at her for going against his word, refused to let her stay in it. although, her mom secretly paid for her tuition and dorm fees (her father doesn't care about her enough to bother asking where she got the money to pay her fees).
🌼 soobin wouldn't mind either a double or triple room. she's not too high-maintenance and doesn't mind any type of roommate as long as they don't leave the room looking like a hodgepodge. a bonus would be if they are friendly and approachable for soobin is hoping to be close to her roommates and share adventures with each other.
🌼 her side of the room will look something like this.
Monday
9 am - fundamentals of language: grammar & discourse
11:30 am - reading english
4 pm - part-time at central library
Tuesday
8 am - introduction to photography
11:30 am - fundamentals of language: sounds & words
4 pm - factpress
Wednesday
9 am - fundamentals of language: grammar & discourse
11:30 am - reading english
2:30 pm - academic writing
4 pm - part-time at central library
Thursday
8 am - introduction to photography
11:30 am - fundamentals of language: sounds & words
Friday
2:30 pm - academic writing
4 pm - part-time at central library
🌼 soobin has classes everyday of the week. whilst she has two classes on mondays, tuesdays and thursdays, she has three on wednesdays and only has one on fridays. however, on tuesday she has her weekly club meeting for factpress where they work on the campus newspaper. and on monday, wednesday, and friday, she'd be working her part-time job at the campus central library. on weekends, soobin has no classes or volunteering to do, so she's mostly free on those two days.
🌼 on week days, after she's done with classes, clubwork and part-time job, soobin would usually be found in the library either studying, doing her coursework, or reading. soobin would spend so much time there to the point where the librarian herself has to kick her out. "go away and enjoy your youth, kiddo. no buts, now shoo." occasionally, she'd be doing the same thing in her dorm which sometimes annoys her roommates, telling her to "chill and have fun once in awhile". despite her utter refusal to go to the parties the jju students hold, she'd sometimes find herself being dragged to them and she'd be awkwardly sitting on a couch there.
🌼 when she's done with her coursework, she'd either be watching animation movies or going around taking pictures with her camera or chilling and reading at the lawn near the student center. she'd also sometimes hang out with her friends or roommates at daesung lake or in their dorm when they're in a lazy mood.
🌼 part-time job : soobin's father kept to his word and actually financially cut her off when she decided to major in english language and literature instead of anything business or science. and while her mother covered the tuition and dorm fees, she needs to cover the rest of her spendings on her own and she refuses to let her mother pay any more or take an allowance from sejoon. while her savings may help her go by the first 3 months, she decides to take on a part-time job. out of all options, she was best suited for working in the campus' central library. while many warn her about how the old librarian is a pain to work with, soobin doesn't succumb. she quickly grasps the woman's rules and follows them to the t, even proving to be a useful employee; properly cataloguing and keeping track of library materials, adequately advising students on academic materials for their courses and etc. even the difficult librarian will be thrown off guard at how competent soobin is.
🌼 overall : soobin just wants to start a fresh beginning in the path to pursuing her dream free of the past restrictions and hurdles that held her back. she want to experience the university life; make new friends, enjoy classes, join a club, participate in student life activities, and if lucky enough maybe even meet a potential lover. she mainly wants to get out of her comfort zone by venturing, making new friends, experiencing new things and self discovering.
for the first post on the top row left:
soobeanz : "keep pushing and exert your at most effort..... into wildin and drinking till your liver gives out" a freshman 101 lecture by the wise lee wonbin 🤦♀️ #worstrolemodel"
anyways, hope you like my geeky boy-ish soobin!
🌼 tbd. i'll add some when i think of any.
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