So, i just finished re-watched Koike Teppei and Ema Fujisawa movie title Lovely Complex. I really love this movie! I dont know how many times i already re-watched it. I love it because probably i can related to it. You know, being short is one of my complex. Well, i am shorty too. I can understand how Otani feels. I am 22 years old with the height of 149 cm. Like Otani, people usually did not see you as what you are. I mean, they usually did not take and look seriously at you. Also, they did not afraid at you even when you are really mad at them. I dont know but people around me like to treat me like a kid. The way they joking with me, talk to me and look at me is like im still at my 15. My aunt always said this to me whenever she saw me, "Why are you getting smaller? Go eat a lot and become taller." Same goes with my cousin brother, "Thats normal right? Brother are more taller than sister." And my cousin sister who are 2 years younger than me feeling happy coz she is now taller 3cm than me. My younger sister also taller than me now. I realize back then that i did not grow anymore. This is my height and this is how i will be. So, i already prepared my self. But, sometimes, i got frustrated !! 

Think about it, maybe thats why i did not have any boyfriend until now. I am always thinking like this when i was in my high school, its not a big deal to not have any boyfriend in high school coz i`ll get one once i accepted to university. But, the reality is im still single. And now im already in my final year. Soon, i will graduate.

But you know, back to basic, actually i did not have to worry about the boyfriend things. Did not have boyfriend is not a big deal. The feelings of lonely can be discard by watching movie or writing new fanfic or buying and reading new novels. I am sure that there is reasons why i am still single until now. God has plan it well for me. So i just need to wait until the right person come and show himself. Who knows, maybe that person will be like Koike. Hehehhe. Day dream is not a fault! 

What i need to do now is just follow the flow ~ d(^..^)b