Dream and Crush

That senior who used to be my crush keep appeared in my dream. Not lately but yeah he keep appeared. Lol idk why. Even when im taking a short nap, he appeared again in a very short dream. Lols, again, idk why. And just now it hit me. Why? Pufff. I dont think i have that kind of feelings towards him anymore. But, .... Idk though. I cant explained what i feel about him. Its not butterfly but its not like those kind of feelings are total gone. Its just .... Just usual. He does nothing but i see him same level as them who are important to me. I guess he does have some place in my heart. But i dont put any hope in those kind of things anymore since i dont think i am enough or deserve anyone. Hahahahhaa Im not downgraded myself, but, i know myself and i know i dont deserve anyone . Hahahahaha But im fine cause im accept who am i. ^^

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chanyu61_ #1 Jun 29, 2019 09:24:46

Did you stalk/come across him the day before you had those dreams? Haha. Coz I once experienced that XD I stalked my crush on this one night and he kept appearing in my dream for a few days after that. Thank god it stopped.

LayDZhang #2 Jun 28, 2019 08:29:15

I think there are two reasons why he kept appearing on your dreams. First, you are alwas thinking of that person like everyday, every hour and second, if you're not thinking about him anymore then maybe your brain is making you remember of him again....I'm sorry I can't explain it clearly. You know when you use to think of something too much and then slowly you're starting to forget it then your brain will process this image in your head so you can think about it again.